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INUKA DOINKZ! Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky. I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am. |
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Title: i hate you! Posted on: Saturday, May 30, 2009 |
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why do you have to leave me at the time i needed you most? why do you have to hurt me at the time when my heart is already crushed? and now... I HATE YOU! i never thought that i would actually say it in your face,but too bad. you deserved it very much. how could you have blamed it all on me,when it's obvious that you were the mastermind? you didn't even give me the chance to explain. it was unfair! i looked up to you and respected you,but all i got in return is a stab in the back. i would never forget that incident. and if ever i'd meet you,i'll remember the incident and will NEVER have any form of communication with you. i don't want to get hurt anymore. i've had enough from you. i've suffered for a long time before learning to let it go. thanks alot! NOT! fuh! now,that's that. moving on... there are many different type of people in this world. the shit-ass ones and the superb ones. ultimately,you have to have both in order to lead a normal life. the shit-ass friends can be an awesome source of entertainment,but sometimes a pain in the ass too. the superb friends are indeed amazing bunch of people. they will always be there for you! you need both types to have a balanced life. many always say "choose your friends wisely",but i just don't get the theory. argh! shall stop crapping now. having a bad headache now and a broken heart(sort of). shall have some rest now. INUKA! |
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Title: fine Posted on: Thursday, May 28, 2009 |
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why is it everytime i try,it always comes back as a lie?i could believe in the words that you say to me,but lately i think i wont agree.what makes the world go by if you cannot crush my life?what holds you up so high when you want it all the time? COZ WE WILL BE FINE IN MATTER OF TIME.SUBJECT TO MY MIND AS WERE CROSSING THE LINE.DIRECTIONS TO SEE PERFECTION,TO BE A PAIN OF A KIND ALWAYS CRASHING ON ME.SUFFERCATE, TIME, MATTER I`LL BE FINE TODAY. and the days they go on and on as all the time im all alone.it never pays me to say that im not ok,but you still have time to make fun of me.what makes the world go by if u cannot crush my life?what holds you up so high when you want it all the time? COZ WE WILL BE FINE IN MATTER OF TIME.SUBJECT TO MY MIND AS WERE CROSSING THE LINE.DIRECTIONS TO SEE PERFECTION,TO BE A PAIN OF A KIND ALWAYS CRASHING ON ME.SUFFERCATE, TIME, MATTER I`LL BE FINE TODAY. and i dont believe in time we will see a pain of a kind always crashing on me. suffercate, time, matter i`ll be fine.. today.. -bunkface INUKA! |
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Title: ain't a superhero Posted on: Wednesday, May 27, 2009 |
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I have to agree that I'm NO superhero aites. In reality,no one is as powerful as Superman or Wonderwomen or Spiderman. Nevertheless, we can sometimes consider ourselves as heroes,and that's NO regular rank or title. It's an honour to be known as a hero or a heroine to someone. It's not like everyday you get to do a good deed. Even a saint can't possibly be the one to be doing all the good deeds. If it does,the world would be filled with evil masterminds.Don't you think so? We cannot deny that sometimes,we get too carried away with the virtual world. The entertainment that we get after watching those kind of movies which involves superheroes,do get us all hyped up and excited. Then again,we should really get out of that world and get back into reality,as how Mr Tan KH had said earlier today during our O levels briefing. There is nothing to be benefitted when we constantly enter the virtual world. Reality is what we have to face. We need to step up and take charge of our lives and not let others lead your life for you. The future is in our hands! Gosh! reminds me of If you are wondering why I'm starting to sound like one of your parent or teachers or who ever that matters,I too do not know why. Maybe I've realised that it's time to focus. No more making excuses to take time off even if means 5 minutes of play time,except for rests. The past is way over. The future is drawing near. And by the way,I need a part-time job for the june holidays. Afternoon shifts for the first 2 weeks because there's truncated lessons. I was thinking of changing a working environment,but Melvyn still insists I come back to SI. I will see the situation. If I'm unable to get another job, I shall stick to working with SI for the holidays. Or maybe I'll not work during the holidays. There's another thing. Today there's a reported case of a comfirmed H1N1 suspect in Singapore. To some it may be good news because I'm sure they are looking forward to a holiday if the situation worsens. To others,it's bad news,especially for those taking national examination like me. If there is going to be school closure,then it means we'll lose precious time to catch up with the remaining topics to be taught for the upcoming O levels. lets just pray hard it'll all end as soon as possible so that lives can move on. INUKA! |
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Title: that were the days... Posted on: Tuesday, May 26, 2009 |
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i've been clearing some file in my PC lately and started viewing all the pictures that i've stored in it too. the pictures brought back much memories that i've tried to forget. but looking back at those pictures,it sure did made me shed some tears. i miss too many people in this world, and i can't bear to see them off. if only i could be given a chance to bring them back to my life or given the opportunity to meet them any time soon.
 big bro zee who was there on my 16th birthday.his appearance was my greatest birthday present. the world is full of wonders.people come and go from your life.some people are born to stick to you till eternity.some others are just there to make you smile and once they've completed their task,they will leave.from that moment that they leave you,the smile just turns to a frown until another soul enters your life. but there's no doubt that you cannot forget that very person no matter how hard you try. it's cause that person has already made a significant mark on you. i believe only time will allow us to decided whether that person will ever return to your life. maybe the term "move on" only last for a short period of time.after that period of time,you'll start thinking of that person again. that's the power of memories. sorry if i'm crapping,but i'm kinda sick today with a high fever of 38.6 degree celcius. sitting at home just bore me,which leads me to start thinking about stuff. which then leads me to post crap on my blog.but somehow,it just clears my mind. and dear buddies,sorry for not being able to talk about this to you guys. i just don't want to seem emo to you guys. sorry for having to put up a smile even though it's kinda obvious that i'm feeling pretty low lately. maybe these smiles help me to forget all my problems and look forward to an amazing time with you people.i don't want to be the one who spoils all the fun that we're having just because of a frown. i'm glad you guys are there to help me keep this smile up and keep me entertained. its amazing how people can change over a short period of time... i guess that's one of the wonders of living in this world.. INUKA! |
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Title: i don't have a life anymore! Posted on: Monday, May 25, 2009 |
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the day may have ended pretty early today,but it feels like its taking forever for the weekends to come. i've tried killing time by building sandcastles in the air. it did kill time,but it also almost killed me. then i tried stoning away like melvyn always does when he's tired. yes,i'm feeling really tired. managed to sleep for three straight periods in school without getting caught. that's the amazing part of post activities,sort of. no,wait.secondary four students are still made to study while the other levels spend their time doing nonsensical stuff as part of their post exam activities. trust me,i've gone through it and it definitely isn't at all fun! haven't heard from abang for quite some time already. haven't heard from big bro for a VERY long time. haven't seen dearest for the past week. it's like there's so little time to do things. my schedule is so pack and it'll last till end of july. i don't see the need for me to bother about my life anymore cause I DON'T HAVE A LIFE ANYMORE!!!! school just conveniently took away 2 weeks from our vacation for truncated lessons. i clearly understand that it's for the best,for our o levels. but i don't see why they made us stress from the beginning of the year by making us stay back every SINGLE day for supplementary classes when they already are making us suffer during the holidays.a little more rest is what we need to help us improve our grades. making us finish our free time doing more school stuff is just torture! we can't even have a good weekend without worrying about assignments given or the test that's coming up on the very first day of the week. lets cut the crap,shall we? maybe o lvls has got me all worked out about other certain stuff. anyway,things between me and abang razali are back to normal. i know that he's still the same old caring and understanding bro of mine. maybe it's just his temper that scares me the most. the bad thing,also,is that he's giving all his trust to me. he's telling me his problems for the team,issues that he has and just some simple stories that he feels that he is more comfortable to share with me. i'm not at all complaining.in fact,i'm glad he's able to open up to me.maybe it's cause we are kinda similar in many ways,like in terms of interest. i miss those days where things wasn't messed up. but then again,things are back to normal now. no more complaining nor regretting. just have to stay positive and happy. =) alright.shall end my boring post soon. not really looking forward to the rest of the week. furthermore,there's parent-teacher-meeting this friday and i'm totally screwed! but still,i don't see why i have to panic. i did show improvements for the mid-years,except for humanities though. =) i've promised myself to mug hard for prelim and o's. shall start right after june holiday ends. i'm gonna spend most of my time for the remaining two weeks of holiday that we are given by enjoying myself with my kakis and put my school friends aside for awhile.it's been a LONG time since i hungout with my kakis.but i'm glad they are understanding. not to forget,gotta spend more time with abang and dearest before i started concentrating on my o's and cutting down the time spent with them. =( till here.. INUKA! |
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Title: you were there. Posted on: Friday, May 22, 2009 |
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when tears fell from my eyes,you were there to brush them away. when i was lost in confusion,you were there to say that everything would be okay. when i stood before you falling apart,you were there to lend your heart. when i felt like no could understand,you were there to take my hand. when no one else was left to care,YOU WERE THERE! i never thought that one day we will be apart.i never imagined we'll be foes. all the time we have spent together,has it gone to a waste? i hope not. i hope you'll not forget them,and keep them in your memories. for you were everything to me,and still am everything to me now. lets meet up in the future,and repair our relationship. i cannot lie,because i need you here right now. INUKA! ps: KRIS ROCKS! congrats!! |
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Title: lets party!~just for you! Posted on: Tuesday, May 19, 2009 |
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I'm officially a party animal. NO! wait. I just love electro and trance tunes.I'm actually addicted to them! Blasting the tunes to full volume at home makes the environment feel like a club. =) Maybe except the fact that there's no liquor or alchohol and no smoky atmosphere. I feel that this tunes can actually cheer me up and keep me awake. ;) moving on.... You have officially crushed that little hope i had. You have made me suffer in your accusations. You had given me false hopes which gradually made me blind. Blinded by love? Blinded by the stupid lies you made to cover up? I never imagine our relationship would end so abruptly,like this. What happened to "what ever happens,we'll stick together" ? I looked up to you! I admired you! You were my guardian angel! You were my light at the end of the dark tunnel! You were my hope! But all that were just false hopes,huh? Then again,I'll never forget those advice you've given me. You made me the person I am now. I've got no regrets. Brush off the past,focus on the future. The light is all I see at the end of the tunnel. The journey towards it is definitely hard and bumpy,but I'll pull it through. I've got you,still attached to my soul. You will never be erased from my memories. Stick by me,and you'll see the fruits of your labour. I'll be the person you had wanted me to be. It's not a promise,but I'll definitely try my best - just for you! "BRUSH OFF THE PAST,FOCUS ON THE FUTURE!" INUKA! |
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Title: the last alphabet! Posted on: Monday, May 18, 2009 |
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W...X...Y...and... ___ yes,i do miss that basket of mine,that last alphabet in that stupid list. i've never completed the song cos i'll always skip that last alphabet. can't even say out that alphabet.i wonder why? it's always stuck in between my every words and it just would not slip out. so, NOW I KNOW MY ABC,NEXT TIME WON'T YOU SING WITH ME? "A stick of cigarette wouldn't kill." "You get addicted.Then you keep smoking.Finally,you'll be killed,IDIOT!" I remember those days where we argued about stupid things. Cigarettes to food to PSP games to other random stuff. I remember those days where we went every where together. From lessons outside the shop to shop lessons. We were always in a pair or with another of our buddy. We joked,we teased,but most of all,you gave advices. Those incredible days have NOT gone to a waste. You may not be here for me anymore,but i will always cherish the time we've spend together. Your advice are my guide to a better future. "Lil Bowwow." "Yes Big Bro?...BASKET!" that were the days.. INUKA! |
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Title: SUNDAY sia! Posted on: Sunday, May 17, 2009 |
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Yep! its a sunday sia! the last day of the weekend. but then again,i still got another day off from school due to marking day. WAIT! i juz remembered that i still have to go back to school to start on my DnT fabrication. =_= anyway,boyfie hasn't called me.might still be sleeping.he was out with his frens till 3am. and& abang has something up with his frens so we won't be meeting up today.SAD! so,yesterday was the Redbull X Fighters Exhibition Tour at the Singapore Flyers. It was awesome!!! Great performances! will post the video soon.when i have the time. ;) "Check out the fanatics up front!" "LOL! yea. wait.aren't we fanatics too? considering the fact that we are all geared up with diff lenses and trying to look for openings for us to squeeze through the crowd to go up front." "Right." my trip to the exhibition with Mat Macam Paham and his photography buddies was hilarious. They were all so KECOH! though we could not get really clear shots of the riders,we kinda enjoyed ourselves with "WAH!","BAEK R!" and "Kau nampak tk tadi aku buat backflip?Tu aku tau!". now,i've got new kakis to hangout with.they'll definitely give you the tummy ache with their LAME and STUPID jokes. today,i shall juz slack at home or maybe do some personal training.punching bag has been hanging in my living room,waiting for me to hit it.=) or maybe i shall go play a game of bowling at Downtown East with boyfie later this evening.hmm..the plans..so many things to do,but so little time. cherios! INUKA |
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Title: Thinking of You Posted on: Friday, May 15, 2009 |
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Comparisons are easily done,once you've had a taste of perfection.Like an apple hanging from a tree,I picked the ripest one.I still got the seed. You said move on.Where do I go?I guess second best is all I will know. Cause when I'm with him,I am thinking of you.Thinking of you,what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night.Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes. You're like an Indian summer,in the middle of winter.Like a hard candy with a surprise center.How do I get better,once I've had the best?You said there's tons of fish in the water,so the waters I will test. He kissed my lips,I taste your mouth.He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself. Cause when I'm with him,I am thinking of you.Thinking of you,what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night.Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes... You're the best,and yes I do regret! How I could let myself to let you go.Now the lesson's learned.I touched it,I was burned.Oh I think you should know. Cause when I'm with him,I am thinking of you.Thinking of you,what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night.Oh I wish that I,was looking into your eyes.Looking into your eyes,looking into your eyes.Oh won't you walk through and bust in the door and take me away.Oh, no more mistakes cause in your eyes I'd like to stay... hmm..im not comparing dearest boyfie with someone else.i don't regret having him in my life. im just pondering about this certain someone that has,sort of,left my life and kinda left me hanging. i'm not sure if i should regret losing him. bt i can't deny that part of me do. sometimes,when i'm out with abang farhan,i would wonder what it would be like if that person was there too.Like in the past,when both of them were there for me.the duo that completes me. even though i haven't spoken to him ever since the incident,memories of him is still etched in my mind.i will never forget all the advice he has given me and all the support he has given me. my motivation to move on,to actually strive for my goals.a role model that has made a big difference in my life. If ever,someone were to ask "WHO IS MY ROLE MODEL?",i would definitely mention him. who i am now,is the effort made by his concerns. without him,i might have just gone astray,following the paths of what he called "spoilt brats". INUKA... ps: the first 3 para is the lyric to Thinking of you-Katy Perry. |
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Title: my heart's for you Posted on: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 |
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no one in this world deserve my love more than you do. no one this world appreciate me more than you do. every beat my heart makes,i dedicate it to you. my heart's for you. my love's for you. have been pondering about many things lately.so many stuff up my mind.i can't think straight.bt this time,i managed to hide it and no one suspects anything.maybe its because of my cheerful face that i put up specially for them as a camouflage.nevertheless,i cannot keep it to myself for way too long.i guess the only way to let it out is just to blog about it and people will start reading,and making comments blindly.i don't really care about what people have to say. anyway,i've been facing quite a few problems lately.at the same time,i found out that abang farhan is also facing some problem.like brother like sister huh? it has been quite some time since i had a decent conversation with abang farhan.so,i decided to give him a ring the other day.as usual,we joke and tease each other.then i began to suspect something was up when his voice began to sound sad and low.at first,he was reluctant to share,bt later did.im so glad to have him in my life.i only realise recently that he could be the replacement for big bro who had left my life.i can now open up easily to abang farhan,and ofcos to deary.he is understanding,even though he loves teasing people and making jokes about everything. moving on.. this saturday (16/5), there's gonna be a motorcross exhibition called Redbull X Fighter Exhibitoin Tour,at the Singapore Flyers. its free.im looking for kakis to tag along.if no one wants to go,then i shall go on my own.i wouldn't want to miss this opportunity to catch the first ever stop they had in Singapore.after catching some live action,i would be heading for punggol,my cuzzen's house for my lil cuzzen's 1st birthday party.im planning to buy him a balloon which says "happy birthday little prince".anyone have any idea where to get them? im also planning to meet abang farhan during the weekends.maybe on sunday morning. furthermore,i won't have school on monday. when i meet him,im gonna give him a huge hug! XD i terribly miss him! seeing him just simply makes my worries disappear.his smile would brighten even my darkest night. till here then.. INUKA! Ps: 2 More days of exams left!!! can't wait for the weekends.looking forward to hangout with my kakis again and meet my dearest and my dearest abang! btw,i'm so gonna screw up tmr's DnT paper.=) |
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Title: miss Posted on: Monday, May 11, 2009 |
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Tonight's the night and all I think about is how you've been so kind to spend some time with me instead. I wish i could say how much it means to me if i had the chance,if I know its not too late. There's so many things that I just can't deny cause all I say is true,when I'm all alone with you. I can't believe how I feel inside.Now you're going off to do the things you have to so. Did i waste too much time thinking away? Thinking about whether we'll ever be stuck together till eternity.Maybe i've been keeping my feelings to myself for way too long and now it may just be too late.Should I just let it all out to you now even though I know that it'll not mean a thing anymore? Do you know how it feels to miss someone so badly? The heart throbbing feeling will always repeat itself when you start thinking of that someone whom you dearly miss. Sometimes, its like you could actually hear your heart miss a beat. You could have convinced yourself that you have long forgotten about that particular someone. Trust me,you are merely lying to yourself. that someone was your past and is still part of your memory. There's no way you could totally forget about that person unless you meet yourself in an accident which caused you to lose your memory. *touch wood!* Sometimes,the person you miss is so close,yet so far. It's like there's something in your way,not allowing you to see and meet that person. Maybe the best medicine is just to look back at your past and reminisce. Don't shed any tear cause it'll just be a waste of time. I'm sure reminiscing would bring about a smile on your face even though,deep down,you really feel the need of that person's presence.God gives and God takes! well,i know how much it hurts to let go of the past.then again,i know how hard it is to reminisce at the time when you are feeling low.i've faced that problem before. all i did was just keep the smile on my face and keep my hopes high. Hope that my past will return in my future. Hope that history will repeat itself - only the enjoyable and happy times. with loads of love, INUKA. ps: i miss big bro so much! i miss abang so much! i miss dearest so much! i miss my kaki lepaks so much! i miss getting into trouble,not so much! =) |
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Title: unwritten! Posted on: Friday, May 8, 2009 |
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Can we bring yesterday back around?Cause I know how I feel about you now.I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down.But I know how I feel about you now.All that it takes, one more chance.Don't let our last kiss be our last.I'm out of my mind, just to show you.I know everything changes.I don't care where it takes us.Cause I know how I feel about you. If only we were given a chance to stop the time and turn things around.I'll definitely not miss that opportunity.Then again,that is obviously impossible.Maybe we've been hypnotized by the fantasy world.Everything there is possible,i suppose.Think about it,you could actually dream of things,in your sleep,that is impossible to be seen or done in real life. But life is definitely the REAL thing.its whether or not you can survive every obstacle.You may not be a fantasized superhero,but trust me,even ordinary people like us are able to turn into true heroes.You don't have to rescue someone from a fire.You don't have to rescue a cat from a tree.All you have to do is to prove yourself worthy of living in this world that is full of obstacles. At times,we may complain.Stress.Tired.Sick of living.Sound familiar? Well,I don't deny that i've said all that before. But i've learnt that's it all in the head. If you keep thinking that you're going to keep moving on and is determined to get life rolling on the right track,then there's no way your life would turn out so badly.Just remember,no matter the problems you face,just keep the smile on your face.Staying cheerful helps keep things off your mind. Don't keep insisting that you have screwed up your life.Maybe you can say that and mean it for one second of your life,but make sure you think of a solution to get your life back on the right track.PRONTO! Ever felt like you've hurt sombody,but because of your ego,you don't want to admit your fault? Well,we've got to learn to put our egos aside.The person might feel better off if you had gone up to the person to admit that you were at fault.If not,you might just lose the most important person in your life.He/She could be your life partner,your guide in your life's journey,your most valuable piece of lifeline. CHEERS! -inuka |
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Title: unwritten Posted on: Thursday, May 7, 2009 |
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hey! my life has been awesome lately.i always have the smile on my face.and& this time,its not to hide any probs or crap. even though the MYE is getting on my nerves,i always look forward to finishing each paper. So far,i've only screwed up 1 paper and one part to another paper.to my surprise,i didn't screw up on my history paper like i had thought i was gonna. incredibly,my brain didn't die on me during the exams. =) btw,check this out,it says exactly about my life. "You are the I-Live-Life-To-The-Fullest-And-I-Am-HAPPY type! You live life to the max, and you live each day like its your last. You forget the rules and just go for it, and want to experience it all before it all disappears... Your life is a book... and your writing it! Love it, make it, work it, and shape it... you make it what YOU want! Don't forget a happy ending though!" the song that fits this description os UNWRITTEN-natasha bedingfield. the song reminds me of the advertisement. LOL! "feel the rain on your skin.no one else can feel it for you.only you can let it in.no one else,no one else can speak the words on lips." all this can never be possible without having my dearest,my besties,my dearest big bro and my kecoh peeps. my life can never this amazing without these people keeping me company and cracking jokes to keep me smiling. now i've got my momentum to start focusing on important things like studies.no more excuses like having mood swings. when i feel low,i know i can count on them in cheering me up. what would the world mean to me if you guys weren't here for me? only God knows how much each and every of you mean to me. till here, with loads of love.. Inuka,orange freak.=) |
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Title: freakin hot! Posted on: Tuesday, May 5, 2009 |
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OMG! OMG! what's wrong with the weather for the past few days??it's been raining in the morning and scotching hot in the afternoon! bbut,when it rained this morning,i was feelin rather warm than cold.i was actually sweating! hmm..its the sick season,but hopefully i won't catch any illness or diseases..LOL! SWINE FLU!!! whawhawha... anw,i had HML paper and Literature paper 1.i think i did quite Ok for both. didn't exactly screw it up cos i kinda put in effort.LOL! recently,i jus didn't have the mood to take exams.if only we had a choice. DAMN! so,after school,abang akid fetched me again.he made me walk all the way to the bustop at the side gate.=_= bbut i appreciated that he came to fetch me. furthermore,he was on leave till next thursday. we headed for BANQUET at simei for lunch. i was having the homemade noodles while he ate a plate of chicken rice.its been quite sometime since i ate at BANQUET! =) after that was home sweet home! now im currently at esplanade library.suppossedly to study but im here watching dearest sleep while attempting to crash his labtop.=) we've been here since 3pm and i've only covered 1 theme for tmr's social studies paper.LOL! that's the way!im just not in the mood to study lar! maybe when i get home,i shall attempt to start my brain's engine again.for now,its DEAD! ouh..ouh..ouh.. i saw this super hot guy in the train while otw to esplanade.the best part was,he was sitting directly opposite me.he was wearing a fitting polo t which kinda revealed his toned body. HOT! i think he's like 20+. luckily,dearest was dozing off so he didn't catch me stealing looks at that guy. =) i mean,who could ever resist? not to forget,he had that cute smile which simply melts your heart. i have a huge feeling that he's a model. HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN HOT STRANGER! ;) okeyy.. shall end here now before dearest wakes up and see me on his labtop. keep smiling,INUKA! 2 more paper down.many more to go! |
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Title: im so sorry.. Posted on: Monday, May 4, 2009 |
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heyy ppl! sorry for the late update! well,its the exam period and i've been spending my time studying for it.. anw,i've been feelin kinda diff lately.not physically but emotionally and mentally. i don't deny that i'm kinda stressed out for the exams,but i feel like something is up and i do not know what.i've been pondering about it for like 2 weeks already.im not exactly sure about how im feeling lately. its like a mixture of emotions. the very strong feeling i have is worry and fear. i fear that i might lose someone or something that dearly love. i've already lost a place to open up and i know how it felt. it was heart-wrecking! i still am missing that person even though i know that i will never have him back in my life. okey..lets get into a more cheerful mode.. today,we had english paper.so its like 2 papers down and many more to go. XD tmr there's HML paper 1 and Literature paper 1. am i prepared for it? not really. i almost fell asleep while revising for the literature paper.c'mon,who wouldn't get bored of reading the book and notes repeatedly for 4 hrs? YES,i studied for 4 hrs.amazaing huh? actually,for the first one hour or so,i was practically straing blindly at the notes.nothing was stored in my brain. LOL! wish me luck for tmr's paper.. btw,i miss my dearest abang to the max! ABANG FARHAN,adik rindu abang seyy. thanks for making me smile with all your nonsensical jokes and karena. you never fail to keep me beaming with joy.i am ALWAYS excited when it comes to meeting you.i hope you take good care of yourself when you're in camp. and DON'T forget to wish me goodnights and give me wake-up calls like you always do.hearing your voice has never been enough,but im sure that we can never be separated despite the obstacles that come in our way. wait.i think i might have made dearest rayhan jealous with that para.LOL! but he understands and i appreciate it. we're still holding on despite all that's coming in our way.i hope we can continue to stay strong and not be influenced by what others have to say of us being together. "Yep,that's my boyfriend!" i will never deny that you are mine when we're out. what's there to be ambarassed about? in fact,you are the greatest and i should have a parade to show you off. i bet not all guys have the qualities that you have. [jangan kembang ehh boy.. =))] well,till here.. will update again when im free.. peace,love and respect.. INUKA! |
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