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Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky.

I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.
Title: im so sorry..
Posted on: Monday, May 4, 2009
heyy ppl!
sorry for the late update! well,its the exam period and i've been spending my time studying for it..

anw,i've been feelin kinda diff lately.not physically but emotionally and mentally. i don't deny that i'm kinda stressed out for the exams,but i feel like something is up and i do not know what.i've been pondering about it for like 2 weeks already.im not exactly sure about how im feeling lately. its like a mixture of emotions. the very strong feeling i have is worry and fear. i fear that i might lose someone or something that dearly love. i've already lost a place to open up and i know how it felt. it was heart-wrecking! i still am missing that person even though i know that i will never have him back in my life.

okey..lets get into a more cheerful mode..
today,we had english paper.so its like 2 papers down and many more to go. XD tmr there's HML paper 1 and Literature paper 1. am i prepared for it? not really. i almost fell asleep while revising for the literature paper.c'mon,who wouldn't get bored of reading the book and notes repeatedly for 4 hrs? YES,i studied for 4 hrs.amazaing huh? actually,for the first one hour or so,i was practically straing blindly at the notes.nothing was stored in my brain. LOL! wish me luck for tmr's paper..

btw,i miss my dearest abang to the max! ABANG FARHAN,adik rindu abang seyy. thanks for making me smile with all your nonsensical jokes and karena. you never fail to keep me beaming with joy.i am ALWAYS excited when it comes to meeting you.i hope you take good care of yourself when you're in camp. and DON'T forget to wish me goodnights and give me wake-up calls like you always do.hearing your voice has never been enough,but im sure that we can never be separated despite the obstacles that come in our way.

wait.i think i might have made dearest rayhan jealous with that para.LOL! but he understands and i appreciate it. we're still holding on despite all that's coming in our way.i hope we can continue to stay strong and not be influenced by what others have to say of us being together.
"Yep,that's my boyfriend!" i will never deny that you are mine when we're out. what's there to be ambarassed about? in fact,you are the greatest and i should have a parade to show you off. i bet not all guys have the qualities that you have. [jangan kembang ehh boy.. =))]

well,till here..
will update again when im free..
peace,love and respect..
INUKA!


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