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Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky.

I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.
Title: AYG
Posted on: Tuesday, June 30, 2009
well,the opening ceremony was AWESOME! S.I. oi!
though some things didn't go as planned,such as the curtains and the fireworks thingy,we all did great! from the students to the coaches and to BOSS. we had so much fun out there. we all bonded as one and felt the excitement as one.

i had so much fun going for rehearsals with the coaches and students,although it was kinda tiring on some days. being with the singapore inline family was simply amazing. nothing can go wrong when we're with them. or rather,everything can go wrong when we're with them. but that's what makes them amazing people.

now,what is left is the memories of the time we've spent together for the event. and it's time to go back to concentrating on my studies. i'm looking forward to make a come back after my o levels. i'm missing them already. =((

Fads jiejie,Rene jiejie,Rainbow jiejie,Melvyn korkor,Mike korkor,Chris korkor,Ah xiong korkor, big bro Zee,Krish korkor,CM korkor,Shahril korkor and Azmi korkor.
Take Care guys! See you guys real soon.

INUKA!


Title: the crazy family of skaters!
Posted on: Sunday, June 28, 2009
boss's son,victor,dunno-wat's-his-name,azmi,me,Di,rene,christopherson,
fadilah,shahril,fauzee,CM,Ah Xiong,Lady Boss,felicia,melvyn,mike and LAW!

This is our big,crazy family of skaters from Singapore Inline.
All my Kor Kor and Jie Jie. Boss and family too.
All the best to performers and assistants for tmr's performance!

Let's bring the roof down with our performance..


Title: shagged!
Posted on: Thursday, June 25, 2009
WOAH!
today is just not my day.the day started off with me having to drag myself to school.after school, i headed for the indoor stadium for AYG rehersal. after the rehersal,i headed for Muay Thai training.

well,school was terrible.=_=

AYG rehersal? GREAT! sort of. tired. felt like puking. screwed up one part,but got over it. had to put up with the sight of someone. did i mension TIRED? but overall was AWESOME. especially the jumping part. SCARY!! imagine you laying down and someone tries to jump over you. kay.now imagine someone misses the jump and landed on you. OMG! i hope it will never happen. HAHA!

training.haiz.TIRED!!! 30 mins on the punching bag and i was already panting hard. stamina starting to go down the hill.but managed to bring up my standards.weight training was weird. yes! cos suddenly,today,i could carry 2kg more than the usual 5kg,which is 7kg lh.nevertheless, it kinda strain my shoulders after that.bt its better now,after the massage from sis dewi. wanna build up more on my arm and leg muscles r. i've already achieved my six pack.^^ wait. not the huge guy ones.the female ones.HEHE! ouh.and i managed to get off from training at 8. if not,i'd end at 10pm.

kayy.i dunno why i felt really weird seeing the alphabet.its like i saw my enemy or something. HAHA! reacted really weird myself. maybe no one notices it,but its kinda good lh. i just had to put up with it for awhile and i was free. i still can't figure out why i felt that way. HMM..

till here..
don't forget to catch us on TV.
monday,29th June 2009,7.30pm. LIVE!

INUKA!


Title: AYG & TRANSFORMERS POWER!
Posted on: Wednesday, June 24, 2009
kayy..
as expected,AYG rehersal was POWER-HOUSE! and as usaul,the SI was filled with entertaining people,including boss! we had so much fun even though it was for a short time. we had to do some spinning thingy (whch you'll watch on TV) and i'm grouped up with Ah Xiong and Bryan from BPGHS. we are gonna be in the middle! FUH!

den..den..den..after rehersals we headed for kallang stadium,at the huge stairs. the boys were practicing their jumping and trying out the stairs. it was hilarious watching Christopher sliding/skating down the stairs in a funny vibrating way. the alphabet,as usual,did a perfect one. Ah Xiong tried but fell at the last step and had a cut on his palm.

ouh..yes,i met the alphabet today.didn't talk to him at all,no.HAHA! record sia! bbut we still came in contact when boss wanted me,himself and the alphabet to do a demo. had to do it with them twice,i think. not to forget,that i fell several times after the demo(during practice) cos a group i was originally assigned to could not hold my weight. =_= I'M LIGHT,AREN'T I?

so,after some fun at the stadium,we headed back to the shop.slacked for awhile.then i left to meet the Gilers at Vivo.we went to watch TRANSFORMERS!! POWER-HOUSE MAN!!! it's a must watch!! after the movie,we slacked at sentosa. YES! sentosa! Greg drove us there with his new SUV.

all in all,it was a freakin tiring day!
ouh,and mr 'the alphabet',its nice to see you after so long. HAHA!

INUKA!


Title: Boulevard of broken dreams.
Posted on: Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I walk a lone ly road,the only one that I have ever known..
Don't know where it goes,but it's home to me and I walk alone..

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.
'Til then I walk alone.

Well,walking alone seems better than walking with someone whom you can never trust even people who claim to be your friends. Then again,I've always been on my own,independant. I will always have the smile on my face despite all the problems I face or the stress I might be dealing with. Staying cheerful helps relieve stress,no? Lately,I haven't reached my highest point before blowing up cause there's always the clan and group of people who would keep me smiling. The Baduts,Monyets,Gilers,Puakes,abang Aan,dearest Rayhan and bestie Greg. Thank GOD for letting me have these wonderful bunch of people.

I walk this empty street,
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone..

INUKA!


Title: AYG
Posted on: Monday, June 22, 2009
heylows..
guess all off you would have known already that AYG is on its way..
well,i'm gonna be running for my school for the torch relay when the torch reaches my school on monday.my school is the last stop before the opening ceremony.i'm not exactly excited,but more like 'i-don't-care'..it's just a short run and it's nothing thrilling really..

anyway,i was also supposed to be involved for the opening ceremony,as in perform.my company is taking part and it's the opening performance.due to the fact that my school is the last stop,they are afraid that i would not be able to reach the indoor stadium on time for the opening ceremony.i'm kinda pissed off cos i was really looking forward to perform with my company. i find it more exciting. and to top it,my school wouldn't give me a choice to drop my position to run.I WANT TO PERFROM WITH SI! (i don't care if you don't want to)
melvyn,please help me!!! HAHA! seriously..

ouh..and i've been pissed off by many people lately..
all because they cancelled on me last minute,without even giving any warnings.i've specially find time just for the plans we've made.hah!now i know what greg means when he said "only true friends would stick by you and keep to their words." furthermore,their excuses are fantastically PATHETIC! but no worries.i'm not going to scream or shout to anybody who was at fault.i'm just gonna ignore you as if you didn't exist in my line of friends.humans,maybe yes. and maybe i might just treat you like any other regular people and just give you a smile. aren't i kind enough?

till here..
Tata..
INUKA!


Title: Life's A Climb!
Posted on: Sunday, June 21, 2009
Getting back on track after taking a detour.

Well,it may sound random but it definitely is something that would leave a mark on me and my blog.Can we always stay out of trouble or go the easy way to get what we've always wanted?Growing up has never and will continue not to be easy.No doubt we'll make many mistakes and make wrong turns,but it will never be to late to turn right back to the right track.

Life's full of tests and adventures.Life's a climb,but the view is beautiful.With hard work and effort,we'll definitely reach to the peak where our goal is.Giving up is definitely not an option that we should take.

I'm addicted to the song "The Climb" by Hannah Montana. It's a very meaningfull song. It encourages people not to give up easily despite the obstacles that they may face.

Tata..
INUKA!


Title: celebriti crush!!
Posted on: Wednesday, June 17, 2009
OMG! i gotta admit,i've got a huge celebriti crush! HAHA! he's my 'Mr Hawt-Stuff and Mr Gorgeous'..he is LUCAS TILL!!! he's one of the main cast of Hannah Montana the movie. and NO!,i'm not a huge fan of Hannah Montana,bt the movie is actually not so bad and her songs too. HAHA! okeyy..i'm weird in some ways.. anw,here's a pic of him.. *drools* XD
kayy..Rayhan will definitely give me the "i-don't-care" face once he reads this post.bt i'm sure he cares.HAHA! sorry boyfie,can't help it.it's a 'GIRL THING'.don't be jealous.i know you know.HEHE! no worries,you're still on my list of 'Mr Hawt-Stuff'. seriously. rayhan has changed ever since he entered NS. he has changed into a hunk from a MAT!! good job,boy! now there's always something to look forward to,even when we're not in good terms.XD

Tata..
INUKA!


Title: uncountable
Posted on: Sunday, June 14, 2009
let me count how many times you've said the word 'sorry' to me.
1...2...3...4...5...WAIT! its never going to end this way. you've said it a gazillion times!
i don't even know if you really meant it cos you keep repeating your mistakes as much as you've said 'sorry'. can you just hurry up and realise your mistake,and change. i'm running short of patience already. i'm not saying i hate you,but i'm saying i hate your attitude. for my sake,please change!

people change over such a short period of time.what's worst is that they'll start being the 'i'm the superior one' kinda person and not want to listen to any advice given or opinions given. maybe it's just their ego.sometimes i feel like its useless to talk to these people. but then again,they need these advices. it takes time before they finally realise their mistake. patience is the key to everything,especially in a relationship.

kay..i think i'm starting to sound weird.LOL! and i'm kinda typing crap.if any of you understand it,then GOOD! if not,just laugh along with me aites.

Tata..
INUKA!


Title: memories
Posted on: Saturday, June 13, 2009
Finally,after so long,i stepped into Singapore Inline again,a place full of memories.It felt really awkward,yet exciting.

moving on..

My mind seem to be revisiting my memories.It sure is annoying to see my past playing in my head over and over again.To add on,your face was the one which especially kept flashing.You made not only a difference in my life,but many more.You open me up to a world full of unexpected things.You gave me a first hand experience to what I may face in the future.No one,in my opinion,can actually do that except you.It may be unintentionally and it took me some time before i realised it.However,time was not on our side.As soon as i've realised how wonderful you were to me,things had to change.We were sunddenly brought out into the rough seas and was not able to hold on.Eventually,we drifted apart.So far apart that till today,we have not spoken nor made any form of communication with one another.You are way experienced than me,given the fact that you have been living longer in this world and have faced many things I'm sure would be a great example for me in order not to follow. Prior your experience,you have given me many words of advice which I will always cherish and not let it go to a waste.
Maybe this two weeks which I may be turning up at our place full of memories,I would be able to see you and that smile which always brightens my day.Only you who would be able to give me back my happiness.Can we work things out again?

I seem to be emo-ing alot these days.Nothing seem to be going the way i want it to,thus the stone-ing and emo-ing resumes.so many things to do,yet so little time.now,i finally have my holiday! but it's only for 2 weeks..shall enjoy while still studying.(wonder how i should do that.LOL) i've got 5 movie slots with my kakis,abang and my dearest boyfie.;)

Tata
INUKA


Title: you're all that matters..
Posted on: Wednesday, June 10, 2009
when the sun goes down and the moon appears,you'd never fail to brighten the night.
when i'm feeling low and down,you'd always be there to cheer me up.
but when things are getting rough,you're trying hard to run away.
what exactly are you expecting from me?
i've been thankful for whatever you have done and given to me.
You're already a part of me which i can never let go of.
can you just tell me the truth? are we still in this together? or do you think it's time to end it all?
for 7 months,we've been holding on.we've been hanging on to that little hope even after going through some harsh moments.clearly,it proves our strength - the strength of our relationship.

now,i can't seem to find anyone to talk to. big bro has left and now you're trying to leave too? big bro used to give me great advices and cheered me up.you used to be there even when i was terribly upset and screamed at you.you were patient.you were amazing.you were my EVERYTHING!

no break ups.just make ups. please?

kayy..
i'm emo-ing..
that's not good..
TaTa..

INUKA!


Title: let the rain fall
Posted on: Saturday, June 6, 2009
let the rain fall..
just let it fall..

that way,no one can see how hard i'm crying..


my heart is aching,maybe it might just breakdown soon. are u happy with that? were you hoping it will turn out that way? were you? how evil can u be? every tear that drops,it reflects your face. that's the reason why i cried even more - i saw your face in my tear.


random as it may seem..

counting back the days where i last had my perfect smile.it must have been a very long time ago because i definitely can't recall that moment.now,only smiles that hide my sorrow exist.will i ever have my perfect smile again?will i be able to find someone like you to put that perfect smile back on my face?maybe i haven't really given up hope on you.maybe you're all that i'm hoping for to put the smile back where it belong.will i be able to hold on that long before i eventually breakdown?indeed,there are no boundaries.let's just say i'm praying hard every single day for your return.

yes,randomness..
just keep smiling and praying..

INUKA!


Title: work of art!
Posted on: Thursday, June 4, 2009

the aftermath..
the work of 6 artists 'tak menjadi'..
and that's naufal by the way..(i thk i spelled his name wrongly.)


Title: this date
Posted on:
if i'm not wrong,it's around this very date. this very date that we first got closer together.
Do you remember? Do you?
I bet not. I bet that these little details mean nothing to you. Nevertheless, these little details are the most precious memories of our time together.

What started out as nothing more than friends,turned into something deeper. From this very date last year,our relationship grew stronger. Later,you became my guide to my life,my source of motivation,my counsellor whom always give me great advices and most of all,you became my BROTHER!

well,what else can I say? People change over the time. Nothing and No one can stop them from changing. Now,we've drifted far apart. You on one end of the world,and me on the other end. We are like like-poles that repel each other. We are indeed similar,but can't seem to connect anymore. Nonetheless,you will never be forgotten. This date will never be erased. Maybe if one day god is willing to give us another chance together,I'll take the opportunity to not make a single mistake,so that our relationship would last longer. Then again, human beings can't run away from mistakes. ITS FATED!

INUKA!


Title: missing them!
Posted on: Wednesday, June 3, 2009
OMG!
i'm like missing a gazillion people right now.i feel so lonely even though i seem to be having a time of my life for the past few days.(maybe only certain part of me) i miss all my kakis and the gilers. and& i miss my abang tersayang. the most surprising thing,i kinda miss that last alphabet. lets call it ZACK.. but its NOT zack.. its the other pronunciation. ;) it's been a long time since i talked or even seen him. i heard he's doing pretty well,like he has always been. yet,i don't know why i keep having this feeling that something's up and that he's involve. can it be that i'm too attached to him in the past? DAMN!

i can't stop thinking of all those people i've mentioned above. life seem so incomplete without them. it's like there's part of that's missing even though a smile is seen on my face. GOSH! i need to see them soon. i need to find time to meet them. how i wish o levels were to end right now. then i'll have more time and priority on them. school's been so hard on us. june holiday doesn't seem like a holiday. two weeks of truncated lessons seem to end pretty late,especially when we're down for DnT fabrication. i fell like going up to someone and just say FUCK! LOL!

i know i'm kinda blabbering crap,but i seriously have nothing to post. the week's been rather mundane. bbut,i've attempted to find time to enjoy. haha..
"wanna go clubbing? u 16 ready right? *winks*"
"yea! set r! as long as you drive us there and back,i'm ok with it.*winks*"

cya!
INUKA!


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