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Title: 1 Year Anniversary! Posted on: Monday, July 27, 2009
WOW! it has already been 1 year. 1 year that me and Rayhan have been together as *ehem*. The official date is 28th July,but since he'll be in camp,we'll only be celebarating it this coming saturday or sunday. I've got a surprise planned for him. Since it's a srprise i'm not gonna reveal it to my readers too. =D the one year that we've been through together was not easy at all.there were many hardships along the way,but i'm glad we made it through together and stay as one.through the one year together,i've learnt so much more about him.now,i kinda know him inside out.i realise how hard headed and self-centred he can be,but at most other time,he is lovable,caring and understanding.i'm always smiling when i'm out with him or just when i hear his voice when he calls me every night from camp.he knows very well how to calm me down and to console me.i'm looking forward to the future with him. A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. Muhd Rayhan,from the bottom of my i would like to thank you for that you've provided for me - love,care and concern. From just a friend to my lifeline. 3 years of friendship.1 year as my dearest and the rest of our lives together,i hope we'll stick as one. let's fight our way through hardship together. Happy Anniversary,boyfie. inuka!
Title: just smile Posted on: Monday, July 20, 2009
The past weeks has been filled with loads of roller-coaster rides. Having to go through so much at once is really frustrating. I don't understand why must a small matter be taken as something major. I don't blame Rayhan for always giving me his stone face every time I try to talk to him bout some random problems i have. I know he's very tired. I don't blame abang zali to be fuming up real quick. The parents are truly a pain in the arse right now. All the team needs is some moral support from them,but they're the one's who are giving problems. I pity abang zali for having to face all this alone. I apologise for not being there all this time. Now,all i can offer is my moral support to him cause i cannot commit to weekly training since o levels are drawing near. I truly hope team PRECC would emerge as champions again. I have faith in the team. I have faith in abang zali. Lately,I have also been thinking about abang farhan. Maybe i miss him too much,but i just can't tell it to him.I would feel kinda awkward when i face situations whereby it involves my emotions. I know he really cares for me and i also know that he is busy with work. I don't expect him to always be there for me when rayhan is not around. I really,really miss him. I want to meet him real soon,maybe before my o levels. I need someone to talk to right now. Buddies,shall we go out sometime and let everything out.There are gazillion stuff that i need to share to someone before it explodes in my head. Smiling seems to be the best solution. that way no one knows exactly what's on your mind. Only true friends would be able to read it. I need a hug. OH MANZ! rayhan,i miss you. abang a'an,i miss you. can friday just come already? i need them here right now. i can't go thorugh all this alone. inuka..
Title: colours of my life.. Posted on: Sunday, July 12, 2009
7 days for this whole week,I was smiling and grinning like an idiot. For the 7 days,my life was filled with colours. Nothing went wrong. Everything went as planned. Buddies made my weekdays a super-d-duper one. Despite the fact that school was a total horror,they managed to put a smile on my face with their jokes and teases. Studying with them is amazingly fun! With joy and laughters,studying became interesting and NOT boring. Then came the weekends. Having to be able to meet my dearest on saturday morning,was a great way to start the day. Watching him sleep in the morning breeze of pasir ris park was a dream come true. Even though we only spent quite a short time together this weekend,it was memorable. He had to book in early this weekend,preparing for NDP. But saturday didn't end there. In the evening,i went to meet my other dearest,my abang farhan.I dearly missed him so much,but that evening just perishes all that. The smile he always have on his face never fails to brighten my day/night. now,today.SUNDAY.last day of the week.i truely hope it'll end as well as it started.i'm looking forward to another week of smiling and wonderful time. tata.. INUKA!
Title: still grinning Posted on: Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I'm still grinning like an idiot. LOL! just keep smiling.. smiling..smiling.. SMILE and GRIN like an IDIOT! no one cares,as long as you're HAPPY!
Title: grins Posted on: Monday, July 6, 2009
it's amazing how one incredible day could make you smile. well,it is,in fact,an incredible day. =) Youth Day.. holiday? not exactly. spent the whole entire day finishing up on the pile of homework that was suppose to be completed over the weekends. but like any other teens,i spent my weekends enjoying myself instead of finishing up on my given assignments. i know it may be the worst ways for preparing for my national exams,but it's the only chance left for me to meet my long lost friends and buddies. bringing back memories. speaking of which,i started reminiscing the amazing time i had with SI,not too long ago. it's going to be a long wait before my return to work. well,studies comes first don't they? hv been grinning like an idiot since last night. last night was just great. seeing the face and smile of someone i love and adore,simply completes me. abang farhan has always been the one who puts the smile on my face. when i'm down,he'll always be there to cheer me up and make sure everything's ok. but compared to rayhan,he lacks the full understanding of my life. rayhan knows me inside out. given the fact that he's in camp on weekdays,i can't seem to find time to actually talk to him much. weekends are meant for catching up,but i'd rather if we just spent time and watch/look into each other's eyes as if we had been apart for ages. i will never fail to look forward to the weekends. being able to meet my god brother and darling is way better than staying home and staring into the four walls in my room. so,i spent the last weekend with abang,darling and friends. Silatmate's outing was also great cos we finally had the time to meet. but the bestest of all was being able to meet darling and buddies at Hort Park.i couldnt control my exitement that i actually hug every single one of them as soon as they arrived at the location we had agreed on. Thanks Justin for taking the time off your work to meet us all.i miss you bro. thanks to all the Puakes for attending last saturday's picnic. next time,we shall have a sleepover there instead. Tata.. take care my buddies and love ones.. *grins like an idiot*
Title: stress! Posted on: Thursday, July 2, 2009
JUMP! RUN! DIVE! that's all that i have wanted to do for the past few days. the stress is piling up. the stress is coming from doing up my DnT folio and artefact. The due date is approaching and i'm still rushing through everything. i just feel like killing myself already,but i'm smart enough to stop myself.i can't possibly do such a stupid thing just because i cannot solve my problems. i seriously need some time out and i'm glad that next monday is a youth day. i really need that one day break. i feel like heading to somewhere quiet like hort park or something. sadly,boyfie will be in camp and i'll be left alone. i bet my friends would all be busy. if there's anyone free on monday,feel free to text me. maybe you can join me? i feel so tired right now. shall go to bed soon. INUKA!

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