✥ perchance to dream
"What an awesome life!"
	INUKA DOINKZ! Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky. I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.	tagboard facebook tumblr twitter behance
Title: i can't get him out of my head! Posted on: Thursday, September 10, 2009
1 week ++ to hari raya!! yay!! but come to think of it,i don't want it to come.well,probably because the sooner we celebrate hari raya,the sooner o lvls will come.i don't want that to happen,but i'm not God or some super hero that could stop time or slow the time down.i'm starting to feel the pressure of o lvls.YAR RIGHT! haha..maybe not so much of pressure.is it fear? i don't know.. anyways,recently i keep having this dreams where he would appear in.he as in 'mr dat-alphabet'.i'm starting to get used to hating him yet i can't let go of him.he keep appearing in my dreams,reminding me to study hard and saying that he believes that i can do well and succeed.WEIRD! i know.sometimes,when i do self-revision at the library,i can hear his voice inside my head.it's like he's mumbling something but i just can't understand.i kept telling myslef that all this is happening because i miss him too much.i know i should just let him go but he played such a big role in my life,in the past.how i actually hoped that he'd still be by my side and cheering me on till the end of o lvls.FAT HOPE,huh? i can't contact him in any ways right now.facebook? no hope. sms? dream on! call? let me kill myself first. his birthday is another 3 months to come.5th Dec to be exact.i'll never forget.no matter how hard he tries to keep his birthday to himself,i still know.i guess it just goes to show how close we were.he can notice things i try to hide,especially my feelings.when i'm feeling down and tries damn hard to hide it with a smile,he'll still figure it out and make me spill the beans.that's what i like about him.he really is like my elder brother.it's like he has these super powers that no one else possesses. letting go of someone whom you dearly look up to is hard,but i have to.i have to tell myself to let go of him even though i know that this type of person only appear once in your life. i know i won't regret. peace! Salam Ramadhan to all..

← Older	back to top	Newer →
affiliates	archives	credits
Digital Photography School Farhan&Fiqah Photography Hazirah Lin Hui Huril Fhy!! Faris Nabilah Wanie	realm of dreams April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011	Layout: Fangyi Icon: Fangyi Inspired by a book named Perchance To Dream by Lisa Mantchev.