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INUKA DOINKZ! Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky. I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am. |
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Title: Laughed All Day! Posted on: Friday, April 30, 2010 |
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'Sup!! Today,I officially overworked my stomach muscles with all the laughing. What an incredible day! First,it started out at school with my classmates during lunch. We started playing around with some science terms. We couldn't stop laughing,hearing each other use the terms in ways you would never think of. "What the hydrogen!","You're such a biohazard!","You're a prokaryotic!" OH,and not to forget "bra cells" which derived from "E.Coli",a kind of prokaryotic cell(bacteria). I suppose,only malays would get the joke. INSIDE JOKES!!! Then,it was the Gilers who made me laughed even more. We were like having a laughing party at McDonalds,somewhere! We laughed so hard that we actually teared. All their crazy antics,I definitely will miss. After dinner,we headed for Esplanade to chill. And again,the Gilers began their crazy antics. It was an awesome laughing session with them! But then,there were so many temptations. What a pity! and drinking is a sin! *inside joke* Well,we left around 9 and headed for Greg's chalet. We're still there/here. The guys are playing Poker,what else? The girls are playing UNO, twister and some are busy bbq-ing. Me? I'm playing some songs through the laptop while blogging! Planning to go for a walk at Pasir Ris Park later,with Fred. We definitely need to catch up on some quality,alone time together. Don't get me wrong,we're very close and he's like a brother. There are just so many things he missed while he was away on some Army thing,overseas. Basically,that's about it. Till here! |
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Title: LET IT ALL GO! Posted on: |
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'Sup! Okae. So, things are great right now. Many things happened and these many things made me smile. No matter how tired and sleepy I'm feeling lately,I'll always be smiling. What's crazier than having classmates to talk science to? Like what the hydrogen!! Well,amazingly,we keep each other cheerful with our silly antics and crazy attitudes after practicals. And then,there are those familiar faces I get to see everyday in school. Fido, Syafie, Dzul, Ganesh, Nisah and the many new friends that I made during the CCA orientations. School's so much fun! The best is having that someone to smile at you on days you don't expect to see the person. Really,it just completes you. Oh,by the way,I'm going to attempt a magic trick real soon. To be more precise,a disappearing act. If you were to read my post on FB, I mentioned that my tricks always work without glitches. So,people, just be prepared for it. I'm letting go of so much stuff right now. It feels awesome! The load is so much lighter. This is all thanks to gym training and also Muay Thai. I get to let go of everything through all this. It keeps me fit too. I've learnt my lesson. Well,lepak session after school with the Gilers. We're planning to go to Esplanade and dinner at Marina Square. After which,we'll head for Downtown East for Greg's birthday celebration and BIRTHDAY BASH!! Happy 21st bro! I got you something you'll definitely like. :D Till here people.. Gotta go off for PIC lecture. Take care! Smile always!
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Title: POST no. 100!! Posted on: Thursday, April 29, 2010 |
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'Sup! Okae.So,it's my 100th post for this blog. :D Anyway,I had floorball orientation yesterday. It wasn't exciting at all.It was so boring! Soccer was so much better,even though it was tough on the first day. So,today will be having kickboxing.I'm kind of looking forward to it. I seriously want to see how the team is. It's definitely going to be different,even though it's kind of similar. AHAKZ! only some people would understand this. MuayThai ftw!! :D Anyway,I wouldn't be able to wake to today if the Gilerz didn't give me a wake up call at 5!! The screaming and nonsensical blabbering in the wee hours totally woke me up,but i'm still kind of sleepy right now. Nonetheless,I"m smiling wide today! It's definitely because I get to see my eyecandy. ;) As usual,he looks stunning and his smile just makes my day. okae.lets move on aites. Well,I'm having my lunch break right now,precisely why I could blog. My whole class is hanging out infront of the lecture theatre.Everyone sem engrosed with their own activities. So,like I said,I'm looking forward to today's kickboxing session. Smile always people! Taking care always! |
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Title: It's the end of the chapter. Posted on: Tuesday, April 27, 2010 |
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'Sup! Okae.It's time to open a new fresh page,a new chapter. Let me put this bluntly. We have parted. I don't know about the future,but for now it's the end of the journey. Looking back,it was hard to let go. No matter how much I'm trying to stay firm,my heart just softens and I shed a tear. I know very well that crying wouldn't solve anything.Precisely why I didn't let myself go on. It hurts,it definitely did. Nonetheless,the load I was carrying seem to be lighter now. I hope he'd be okay,just like I am right now. I don't want the problem we had to affect his studies and at the same time,his future. I care,it's just my nature. I hope people won't think wrongly of this. Right now,the things on my mind includes school,CCA,Silat and the happiness of my friends and I. Friends are what I need right now. I don't want to say something like "I don't want to be in a relationship until blahblahblah".. It's quite unrealistic,you see. Then again,some people are determine enough to keep to their words. Well,each and everyone of us are different. So,I hope I'll be smiling more now. Till here.. Taking care always. Smiling always. |
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'Sup! Have you heard of the song 'Open Happiness'?It's actually one of the new songs for Coca Cola's advertisement. Ever since I heard it during the closing of Club Crawl,I got addicted to it. It's seriously nice and the lyrics is also nice. NICE! :D Anyway,have you seen me in study mode? Like,seriously concentrating. AHAKZ! Well,the picture below shows me concentrating with my work during Maths lesson. I like! :D  Okae.So today's a Tuesday.That means school ended pretty early. Thank God I had nothing on after school.I am still tired from yesterday's soccer training. Anyway,Mr Kelvin's lecture was quite okae but mr Michael's was plain boring. I could actually fall asleep. Then again,I had to stay awake. It was for my own good. I can't believe I actually said that. Today,basically,I didn't run into many familiar faces as I didn't spend so much time in school. The only person I saw today was EYECANDY!! As usual,it put a really wide smile on my face today. And the best part,I'm totally happy today,with no complains except for Mr Michael's lecture. Happiness,ppl! Well,till here.Take care!Stay happy! |
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I'm in love with this song,or rather,the song is stuck in my head. The lyric is very deep.I can sort of feel him.The other day,when i was having my 'shiok sendiri' session with my guitar,I actually played this song. I felt like breakingdown sey! I hope you like it too,but please don't cry. ahakz! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsRTTgIKyeM&feature=player_embedded Here's the lyric.There might be some mistakes.I'm too lazy to edit. Tidak kah engkau tahu sayang Betapa ku sayang padamu Kerna kau insan yang ku cinta Untuk selama lamanya Tapi disebaliknya apa Yang kau berikan pada ku Kasih dan sayang ku tiada Pilunya di hatiku .. Kini kau berubah Kau tak seperti dulu Mengapa sayang mengapa Engkau jadi begini .. Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu Kerna cintaku dipermainkan Secukup cukupnya.. Hampalah diriku dalam percintaan Kau membuat ku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang.. Mengapa engkau permainkan Cinta yang sudah kita bina Kini kalau tak sayang lagi Berterus terang padaku Jangan lah engkau menyeksaku Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung Dugaan cinta yang ku beri Terhadap diriku Sakitnya hatiku Sampainya hatimu.. Kau tidak melayan diriku Seperti dahulu .. Cuba kau rasa kan lah apa yang ku rasa Kini pasti kau juga akan Menyesali cintaku ini.. Kini airmata pun mula mengalir Engkau maseh belum berubah rubah Engkau tetap sama.. Kini aku meminta maaf Kerna hatiku dah tertutup Untuk dirimu oh sayang.. Lepaskan aku .. Bebaskan aku .. Pergila sayang.. Jangan kembali lagi .. oh woho…. |
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Title: SOCCER!! Posted on: Monday, April 26, 2010 |
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'Sup!! Okae.So basically,I just got home from soccer training,or rather,like around 10. It wouldn't be called a sport if you don't get tired,right? So yeah,I'm damn tired. Seriously,my stamina is like crap in the field. Well,I played left wing for the first time in my whole entire life!Normally,I'd be upfront or way back.It was definitely a good experience and an eye opener.But still,I'm not too sure if I'd like to stay on. I'm going to check out the other CCAs first,like floorball and adventure club. Anyway,I saw like so many familiar faces today. I definitely won't forget Ganesh(my OGL) because he was screaming "MY FRESHIES!!". How cool is that to have an enthu OGL who remembers their freshies so well and to shout to us even when there is a huge crowd.I also saw Dzul(OGL) at the South canteen,Shafie and Fido while I was on my way to PIC tutorial. So,I have like 3 reports to complete. 1 is due like tmr and I haven't done it.It's just a report for today's class meeting.It's my job as a class rep.DAMN! I will do it tmr after lectures and send it to Dr Phoon by tmr evening. Btw,I didn't see any stars today. Did God actually believed in me,to stand on my own two feet? Maybe he did because I managed to stand strong today and forget all my troubles. See my friends and making new friends during soccer totally lost me.I love this engaging society.It's what make us happy.Even by seeing an eyecandy can totally make you smile.I know how it feels. Well,till here then.My laptop batt is dying out and so am I. Take care people. Keep smiling and stay strong always. |
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Title: Burn out.. Posted on: Sunday, April 25, 2010 |
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'Sup! Okae.So I just got back from Grasio Soccer Competition.It was pretty okae.Winning third wasn't that spectacular.The game totally took my mind off things.It felt so good to be running around in the field,under the hot sun and kicking the ball around.But then,the first game wasn't that great. I could literally feel as though I was out of breathe and was ready to surrender. At first,I was wondering why my stamina was that bad. Then I realise that it was because of something I did before attending the competition. Regret? Too late for that,huh? I guess I seriously need to convince myself that it's not worth it. I thought that after my run at midnight and 'shiok sendiri' session with my guitar,I'll be fine,but damn,was I wrong. I didn't sleep. I couldn't sleep. I spent all night(early morning), staring blankly into thin air. So many things were running through my mind. It felt like it was going to explode,but I exploded first. I couldn't hold back my anger,thus it caused an innocent party to get hurt. Only they know. I'm sorry. Anyway,I'm feeling much better now. I feel awesome,but something just had to spoil the feeling a little. I know he's confuse,angry and all the what nots. I'm confuse too.It came to a point where I actually thought of...nevermind.I'd rather not mention it.I really don't mind him to be angry because I know my faults. I'm spending too much time on other stuff. Well,those other stuff are basically my priorities right now. School,CCA and Silat is my life right now. If you think I'm spending the time with my friends instead,you might be partially wrong. I had to squeeze time to catch up with them. Ever since I started working last year,I missed all the gatherings and all the sharing session with these people I can trust my life with. Spending almost 6 years with them had led to a bond which can never be broken. I guess you can say I'm more attached to them,only because I know them longer. I'm sorry. So,what have I been up to lately? Truthfully,I couldn't even find time to count stars. School has been hectic lately. Maybe after all the CCA orientation,things would be better. So far,I'm spending so much time in school. It's really a good thing. On the other hand,I'm not spending enough time with my love ones. Thankfully,they understand my situation right now,except for some people lah. Ever since school started,lepak sessions at school and class get together session during lunch has added life to the academic environment. There are bound to be jokes that could get our minds off school work. Joker? My class has one. Well,I've got to go.I've got Lab report to do and a whole lot of resting to catch up on.Tmr's going to be a long day with school and also soccer training.I wish some people would cut me some slack. Taking care always.I mean it this time. |
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Title: Eff you lah!! Posted on: Saturday, April 24, 2010 |
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'Sup! Okae.I'm super frustrated right now. Before I tell you what happened,I just want to apologise to my two friends,Fred and Hun,for having to take in whatever I threw at them. All those words I said,please just forget it.I'm just glad you guys were there to stop me. Anyway,my Silat team is so messed up right now.The team managers are like taking control.Where's the respect for us,the instructors? Who the eff are you to tell us off and to scold the students infront of the guests. You people are totally good for nothing idiots! Even if we are so much younger than you,you have to respect us because we are the instructors. I know how much you want us out of the team,but the team belong to us.We grew up with it.For some it's been 5 to 7 years. So far,this is the first time people like you are treating us like crap! Without us,will there even be a team? Just because you effing took the instructor's course doesn't give you the right to make the team yours. Remember this,Abang Razali brought the team up,not you! We became champions because of him. Now just look at the team. Do you think we are any where near to being a champion? Next,I officially think that things are getting complicated. Yes,I've noticed that he changed his status to 'it's complicated'. Anyone who's not blind would notice it. Sometimes,I do wonder to myself what went wrong. Communication,kinda obvious. Keeping quiet is definitely not a good thing but it's sometimes for the best. Sorry,if I hurt you. I didn't intend to. I know he notice that we're drifting apart. And I know how much he is trying to prevent it from getting worst. But sometimes,we just can't help it and just to painfully watch it happen. Please don't think I'm not doing anything about it. I'm trying my best too,but ut's getting out of hand. Try asking a clown if it is easy to juggle so many ball at a time. He difinitely say yes because he has lots of experience. Then again,it took him a long time to master it. I seriously think that juggling so many things at a time is a definite torture to one's self. Maybe,I need more time. Just give me time. Moving on.. I have to stop turning back.I cannot repeat the mistakes I made in the past. Think about it,it's never worth while.Breaking the habit,not an easy task.Going back to the old habit,it's way easier. At this point,I know none of my friends can help.It all lies in my own decision. All they can do is to motivate,but it's still up to us whether or not we're going to listen. Maybe if I just throw in the towel,my life would be so much easier. Then again,giving up has never been an option. Btw,I do miss my bro.No matter how much trouble he has caused,I still miss those days where he would share his stories and,in turn,I'll make him smile. Those days were so much fun. BUt then,those days were the past.It's never going to repeat itself.I'm never going to have the same relationship with him again,as bro and sis.There is such a big gap between us,right now. Anyway,I feel like counting stars right now,but I'm too lazy to leave the house(kak jun's house. Rewang. The boys are helping out at the kitchen.Yes,the kitchen.The girls are busy packing goodies while watching some indo drama. Me? I'm just sitting one corner,blogging and trying hard to control my fucked up emotions. No one is disturbing me at the moment because they know how I can be when I'm angry. So,this is it then.My post for the day.Sorry if you think I'm crapping but it's a better activity then *coughs*.Till here.I need to rest.Tmr's going to be an interesting day.Soccer game at Bedok with the Grasio-ans.I'm still contemplating whether to wear boots or just track shoes. I hate to choose! Damn! Taking care always. |
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'Sup! Firstly,I'd like to apologise to 'some' people because,according to them,I disappeared when school started.Thank you very much! This is specially dedicated to my kakis. So,I don't owe you guys anymore apology,right? Just pizza. Soon,I promise. Next,I'd like to tell the whole world that there is soccer training this Monday. AHAKZ! I bet tuesday will be floorball. Wondering what CCA have I chosen? Well,none at the moment. I'm just going for the orientation to see if it interest me. But the sound of having training on monday just simply excites me.I got my boots,shin guards,socks and attire all prepared.I don't know what to expect on monday. Hmm.. So,I've decided to go to the gym on Mondays,during my 5hr break. Instead of lepaking,going to the gym would be more productive.That also means that I have to bring so many things on Monday,which includes a pair of track shoes and spare clothes on top of all the soccer stuff I have to bring.Nice! Monday is going to be a pretty interesting day. Anyway,we had human biology practical today. It was freaking hilarious and fun! I took some pictures of our plasticine model called Bill. We had to cut him!! When fun's over,there is a report to be done and is due next Friday.I'm starting to get used to all this! The module tutors are amazingly entertaining.:) Well,the week has been hectic.I might be relieved that it's over,but I'm definitely going to miss it too.I hope the upcoming weeks would be as fun or even better.I hope I'd be able to find time to meet my other friends. I really miss them. Oh,I miss counting stars too. Till here.. Good night world! Wait,it's already morning! :) Taking care always. PS: "What if the best solution is to part?"-Fred. OH SHUT UP FRED!! |
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Title: Dot.Dot.Dot. Posted on: Friday, April 23, 2010 |
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'Sup! Well,yesterday was kinda okae,except for the fact that I had to wake up damn early. Then again,I enjoyed my morning meeting them. Anyway,yesterday was the second and last day of Club Crawl. We visited it like 3 times. The lfinal visit was for us to catch Foreign Bodies in action. They were awesome! And as for me,I haven't decided what CCA to join.I'm just going to attend each of their orientation before deciding,but soccer is like haunting me to join.Oh,guess who I saw yesterday?? ^^ So,I already have a project to do with my group. I'm sure it's going to be exciting! I'm going to have alot of field trips as well,for the next few weeks. School has been great so far! Moving on.. Yesterday,somebody made a joke.I don't want to tell the whole world what the joke was,but I was totally shocked.I couldn't stop thinking about it till now.It was shocking,yet funny. Anyway,why do I have this feeling that I'm hurting so many people.Unconciously! Okae...I don't know what else to crap... Taking care always! |
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Title: Shagged. Posted on: Wednesday, April 21, 2010 |
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'Sup! Okae.Totally shagged. School was freaking tiring today,but then again,tmr's going to be far worst! Tmr I'm starting school at 8am and finishing at 5pm.How's that? I'm planning to go to Club Crawl again,maybe to watch performances or something like that? I haven't decided what CCA to join. It's either floorball or soccer. Many of the girls in my class are joining floorball. Hmm.. Or should I join adventure club? Haiz.. So,Maths lecture was BORING! I could have fallen asleep,seriously. The best part was when the lecturer gave us homework to do. 32 questions,to be exact. And it's due tmr!! -.- Anyway,I reached home at 7+,aft 730pm. I'm seriously tired and have no mood to do the freakin maths homework,but i'm just going to force myself.Hopefully,I won't oversleep tmr. Moving on.. I'm feeling weird the past few days. Towards a person,maybe? But I'm like totally scared? Freaking out!!! AHH!! Push the panic buton. Push it!!! HAHAHA! Wait,not like I like the person or something.It's just a feeling of..erm..how to explain?? GOSH! This is really stupid.I think I'm making people onfuse now,sorry. Btw,who,in this world, haven't felt the feeling of crushing? Eyecandy? Girls,don't deny!! ^^ Sorry,I'm seriously frustrated with maths homework at the moment. And& I'm feeling hyper after drinking two bottles of H2O!!! WEE!!! OKAE. I need to complete my homework!!! Good Night World!! PS: I saw him(EYECANDY!!),Fido,Jeremy,Acap,Hidayah,Wanie and Haider at school today. :D |
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Title: Makes me wonder.. Posted on: Tuesday, April 20, 2010 |
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'Sup! I just got back from a run. It was quite a cold night,but a nice one. Though I was kind of tired after a full day of activities,I needed it to get somethings off my mind. Anyway,as usual,I began thinking about loads of stuff while running. I was wondering to myself,Is it a selfish act if a guy asks a girl to go steady when she's having problem with her current relationship? and,yes,she's still attached. The thing is,the guy expects them to break off soon. What's the guy's excuse? Well,he said he has fallen for her,after being close for quite sometime,and that he couldn't bear to see her being hurt by her current boyfriend. Wait,is it confusing? I started thinking about it ever since Fred threw me this situation while we were on our way back from the bowling alley. Hmm.. It's kind of hard to explain it here. Maybe if you want to clarify,I can always share it with you if we meet. Oh well,so many thing to wonder about. It's the 21st Century.. Good night! |
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'Sup! Okae,so far school has been awesome. Day 1,was pretty dumb but still awesome! We had Lab briefing in the morning which lasted for less than an hour,and which resulted to a longer break. Having 5hrs break is long enough. With an additional hour,it was simply dumb! So,we spent the time lepak-ing,touring around the school(getting lost),going to the PC roadshow and sharing about movies. We had a pretty interesting day. The most interesting part was when I was elected as Class Rep. At first,in my mind,I was like "You joking,right?". But I got over it. Besides, it's worth 5 CCA points. woohoo!! Day 2? Even better. I can conclude that Tuesday has got to be the best schooling day,ever! 2 lectures adn school is over. Cool,or what? So,after school would definitely be the best time to start a lepak session. Oh,btw,I still haven't decided what CCA to join. Damn! Moving on.. So,after lepak-ing,I decided to meet Sue and we headed for I-DON'T-KNOW-WHERE. There,we met the boys. They wanted to go for a jamming session. Wait,I think I rmb the place,it's somewhere near AMK. Well,jam session was great,except for the part where Sue decided to try the drums. Sorry Sue,it was horrible. Anyway,now I'm like doing my report for Dr Phoon while blogging. Cool,huh? And& I just finished a bowling session with my brother. We needed the training and timeout anyway. While bowling,I had tonnes of miss calls. OOPS!! not to forget all the sms. OOPS!! Sorry,I was concentrating on my game. I did pretty good actually,consistent. Erm,I don't intend to call back or reply because I know it'll be too late. AHAKZ. Real sorry people! Let's see what's on tmr.. I have teamwork & network,basic mandarin and mathematics for life sciences. OH,not to forget club crawl and also the dumb briefing on national education and community involvement projects. I could have been free by 2pm,if it wasn't for the dumb briefing. Bbut,I'm still going to club crawl to check out which CCAs would interest me. Silat,Floorball,kickboxing or some other CCA? So many possibilities. Well,till here then.. Taking care always! PS: DAD GOT ME A LENOVO SIA!! :D |
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Title: Staying strong.. Posted on: Saturday, April 17, 2010 |
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'Sup! Okae,today I was woken up by several vibrations from my phone. Guess who called? FRED!! Finally,my Mr Macho and Mr Good Looking is back! He was away for three months for Army. Ah,21st century Army boy cum Hotstuff.. DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND,thank you very much! He's like a brother and a super-di-duper good friend! I'm definitely going to spend so much time with him,under the stars,since he's back. He will only leave Singapore again in 2 months time. In the mean time,I shall take advantage of this opportunity to spend time with him. He's birthday is coming up and I know exatly what to get him. :D Moving on.. Well,have you ever felt like you're constantly facing challenges? In a relationship,maybe? Sometimes,what you need most is patience. It may be tough and frustrating,and sometimes make you feel like you just want to let go and give up. Maybe if you hold on a little longer,a challenge might turn into a priced possession. "God will not give you a burden you can't handle.If you ever find yourself in a mess which seems impossible to resolve,take it as a compliment. God think's you can do it." I've always believed in this and totally agreed with TI: So even though it's heavy, the load I will carry.Grin and still bear it, win and still share it. Apologies to the fans, I hope you can understand it.Life can change ya directions, even when you ain't planned it.All you can do is handle it, worst thing you can do is panic.Use it to your advantage, avoid insanity manage to conquer every obstacle, make impossible possible.Even when winning's illogical, losing's still far from optional. Anyway,I suppose some of my friends have noticed that I would always keep quiet whenever I'm with my friends. As in,i don't really join their conversation. Most of the time,I would just smile. Even when I feel frustrated or angry,I'd just smile like I'm fine.I don't like to make others worry.I'd rather see them happy to see me 'happy'. Aites.Till here.. Going off to JB soon. Take care. Smile always. PS: try listening to "no matter what" by T.I |
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Title: Thinking.. Posted on: Friday, April 16, 2010 |
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'Sup! Okae..another post.. :/ Anyway,I went to count stars again today. It wasn't as amazing as the ones I saw at Woodlands, thank you very much! Nonetheless,it was breathtaking. As I began counting the stars,I thought of you. Ah,wonder if you know who you are. Then,I lost count. I stopped smiling and began frowning. So much was going through my mind at that very moment. But I managed to convinced myself not to do anything stupid. The cold atmosphere was already eating me up. So,I realised that,currently,I lost my guts to say it to you.I have never felt like this before. I know I'm already hurting you by not saying anything. But it hurts me even more,just thinking about it. I don't know why it's so hard for me to say it to you. All comfort just disappear every time I try to open my mouth.Everyday is the same old conversation. It's like a repeat telecast of it all. Well,I guess I'm afraid now. Let's just see what's going to happen next. I thought of so many other things as well. I'm starting to hate this thinking process I have. Then again, it helps me find all the smooth and rough surfaces in my life. Call me crazy,but I certainly enjoy the life I have right now. With the people around me,even the wrong things would seem right. Well,enough thinking for today. I need my sleep.Right. Take care! |
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'Sup! So,the plan's cancelled. Which results to having time to do some other crazy stuff and more time for another blog post for the day. Have fun reading! :p Well,I decided to mess up the kitchen today. And& baked double choc brownies. Oh,and also helped my dad with ginger snap cheesecake. The sound of it just makes you drool kae. But, you haven't smell it baking in the oven. ARGH!!! temptations... Since,I'll be free tonight,I thought of dragging my family up to mount faber to shoot some pictures,unless if they have other plans. Oh,and brother lost the lens cap to my 70-300mm lens. WTF!!! So effing pissed off. Moving on... When BO meets DOH. You get a whole lot of mess.. Seriously,prangai BODOH!!! So,my two idiotic friends decided to meet up and get in trouble with the law. SMART ASSES!! No wonder,I never agreed with any of their plans. -.- Wonder what's next for them? Anyway,have you heard of the phrase, "Same but Different" ? Care to explain? Random,I know. This is what you get when you do alot of thinking. Really. Eh,by the way,guess my faves: Cartoon character. Brand of Clothings. Place to chill. Number. So far,I notice that not many people know me well,as in don't know me deep enough. Basic stuff is obvious,you see. Kae lah.. Till here.. Take care! Have Fun!! |
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'Sup! Well,yesterday I went to collect my Student card. It took me less than a minute to collect it,but a freakin 1 hour to get there. Then again, it's rather important. School was quite hectic yesterday as the business school (i think) were having their orientation. I totally miss my OGL!!! So,I went to meet Nazurah after school and headed to Marina Square for a chat. Okay..Moving on.. Yesterday was pretty much boring. Thus,I decided to go for a night run in the cold night. Basically,I ran a shorter route this time,which was from home to TPJC and back again. Along the way,I began thinking and reflecting. Oh,and guess what.. I almost ran into a tree while reflecting. I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings. Smart ass! :) I totally wore myself out. I was too tired to eat after running and just rolled about on the bed. Anyway,today will definitely be better. I'm planning to meet up with the GILERS! before going to watch my students fight at PERSISI. I know I won't have the chance to do anything stupid tonight,but I'll definitely will when the GILERS! and I start crapping around. I definitely need this final crazy time before school starts. Well,till here.. Taking Care always!! PS: "I like talking/texting you. You make me smile." SMILE ALWAYS PEOPLE! ;) |
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Title: Burn. Posted on: Thursday, April 15, 2010 |
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'Sup! Sadly,some people had to go to school today. :D I know I shouldn't be too happy because I'm already starting shool next week. But,anyways,I enjoyed my final 'free week' before school starts. I felt really great for the past few days,after being able to talk and share,and most importantly count stars. Growing up is not easy,but with confidence and determination I know I'll pull through. I thought through certain aspects of my life, I notice how much I've change in the past few weeks. It's not that I'm transforming myself,but I am able to find someone whom I'm comfortable to talk to. So,I went to take pictures with Abdillah yesterday. It was an awesome day. The view, the sunset, the stars and ofcos the nice time I had admiring. It totally brought peace in me. It also brought a smile. I just wished yesterday didn't end earlier than I expected it. Moving on.. I realise how much I miss talking to my bestie before he passed away. Last night,as I sat with a friend at the carpark,flashbacks of me and my bestie started playing in my head. I felt like crying, but I didn't. Instead,I just smiled. Well,till here.. I have to go to school to collect my student card. Then I'll probably be meeting a friend or go play bowling instead. Taking care always! PS: It's going to burn for me to say this, but it's coming from my heart.. |
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Title: World Full Of Wonders! Posted on: Tuesday, April 13, 2010 |
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'Sup!! Well,I just got back from Bedok Jetty with some friends. I'm quite shagged but totally not sleepy. Let's start from the top. We arrived at Bedok Jetty around 9+,close to 10pm. It was pretty awesome to be there on a breezy evening. You've got to be there to experience it. Anyway, I was there with Hazel,Din and Abdillah. Asyilah came for awhile and left soon after. Fazdly and his friend came around 2am. Practically, I enjoy every moment when me,hazel,din and abdillah talked. It felt really good. Later, I also talked to Abdillah,like just the two of us. I was surprised that I could easily open up to him and talk about stuff I won't even tell my closest friend or *ehem*. The thing is,ever since I lost a bestfriend whom I used to open up everything to,I decided to keep things to myself. I've also started to do alot of thinking,especially when I'm alone and at a calm and quiet place. The moment at Bedok Jetty with the three of them changed me. Maybe because it was the right time and the right place. How about the right person? Ever since my bestfriend's death, I couldn't find a replacement. I couldn't find the right person to open up to. Back then, there were many things I'd like to share but it just would come out of my mouth. But right now,it feels just right. Moving on.. Din and Abdillah caught quite alot of fishes while I caught quite alot of pictures. :D We caught the sunrise just before hazel had to leave. It was totally awesome! I wonder when will I ever get a chance to chill like that again. Sad! So,anyway,I left around 10+am with Akid fetching me and his brother who was skating at the extreme skate park. We headed for ECP Bowling Pro shop and looked for Uncle Jaz. We bought our bowling shoes and immediately left for my house. I had not taken a shower,FYI! and& now we're here,at my house,having lunch while waiting for the rest to arrive and we'll be heading for Plaza Singapura and Queensway. Btw,for the sake of SOME people who claims that I haven't told them fully about myself. 1)I'm a stubborn ass! Trust me,only certain people know. 2)If you don't take certain things seriously,you are so getting in trouble! 3)When I say I'm Okae,just go with it unless if you really know me. (goes back to being stubborn) 4)When I get very quiet,just know that I'm actually doing some thinking. Oh,I wanna share something else too. It's pretty sweet and I will always remember this. When I was younger,on my first camping trip,someone told me to count the stars at night whenever I feel scared or alone. The number of stars determines the number of 'Guardian Angels' God had sent to protect me and to keep me company. When there are no stars, it shows that God believes that you are able to stand on your own 2 feet and be strong. Till today, I sort of believed in it. On nights when I feel like talking to someone but there is just no one,I would look out the window to count the stars. Slowly but surely, you'll feel better and you'll be calm. Maybe you should give it a try. ;) Well,till here.. Taking Care Always! PS: For those who have read my post on the 26th May 2009,you'll find that the title of this post is somewhat similar to the contents of my post on that day. :D |
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Title: Finally,an update! Posted on: Friday, April 9, 2010 |
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'Sup! It's been awhile since I last blogged and loads of things have happened.Let me just touch on the thing that has recently occured,like Poly orientation and IKEA gang outing.. Well,first of all,I didn't expet from the Poly orientation but I was amazed. I mean,from the very first day my class managed to clique well. To add on to that,we managed to work together as a class on the second day and won second place for the performance part. I was totally amazed. Oh,not to forget the fun we had while playing games on the first day. PS1001 will rule SCL. ;) And& I met alot of familiar faces at the campus like Syukri,who works at IKEA too, and Raphie,who was an ex TKsian and my NDP friend. Moving on. Yesterday the IKEA gang had another outing.Well,this time it was basically unplanned. The only thing planned was breakfast and skating at ECP. After that,no one had any clue to what we were going to do next. Eventually,we decided to go for lunch at Simpang Bedok,followed by Bowling at E!hub.No doubt it was an awesome day. We had loads of fun and almost burst our stomachs laughing. I took quite a few pictures too. I can't wait for our next outing. OH,and I managed to take pitures with Abdillah. My favourite picture was the one I took with my two HOT and HUNKY brothers. You can view them on my FB photo album. :) Okae.. So,today is like my 2nd month with him. Yup,it has already been 2 months. What's a relationship without problems right? Till here.. Taking care always! |
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