'Sup!

Okae.I'm like really bored right now,which explains the random post of a picture of the Power Rangers! Gosh! FYI,I still watch them on TV. Oops! Then again,it is not as exciting as the original version.

Anyway,I spent my 5 hour break by disturbing people,finishing up my PIC tutorial,studying for maths test,Facebooking and blogging! I randomly text messaged some people. 12 to be exact. Out of this 12,8 actually replied. YAY! Sorry for disturbing you people who were having class though. I was seriously bored. Thanks to Faris,Aniq,Lisya,Jack,Hunnie,Jun Jie,Jaja and Kamal for replying me. HAHAHA!

Well,I'm kind of slacking at the usual lepak area while muching on Chipsmore right now. nothing much to do at the moment besides slacking and waiting for time to fly by so that we can get PIC tutorial done and over with. Atleast it's way better than sitting at home and rot,like those who are having their holidays right now. Unless if you've planned your holiday,you'll be busy with all the different activities.

Okae..

I don't know what else to crap about.

My brain feels like it's shutting down real soon. HEHE!

Till here..

Will update again when I'm free or have something to crap about.

Bye! Don't forget the smile!

'Sup!

Okae. Look at the picture above,closely.We have the same name (mine’s nickname)! Inuka! FYI,polar bears are aggressive creatures. Especially when they are hungry, they eat almost anything. And Inuka means Silent Stalker. But I’m not a stalker! It sort of represents me. I don’t look as if I can hurt anyone,but when people discover me,I can actual kill (not literally)! Well,that’s how I got my nickname.

Anyway,I had a zoo outing with the family. The weather wasn't great. It was blardy hot! Nonetheless,I had a great time with my little cousins and snapping awesome pictures. If you people don't know yet,I'm a huge fan of monkeys! I've got so many adorable monkey plush stuff,like keychains and the one that has got magnets on the hands and legs. If you were to see the album I posted on FB,you'd notice that the nicest pictures are those with monkeys in them. All different species of monkeys are cool creatures! Oh,not to forget the polar bears. They're my favourite too.

So,after the tiring trip to the zoo,we headed home. I took a long bath and left to meet my Ding Dongs at 6.30pm for a movie at GV Plaza,which started at 7pm. Prince of Persia!! Thank God,we booked the tickets early because most of the timings were full! The movie was awesome! It's a must watch! After the movie,we decided to go for supper. There's no better place than to chill and eat at Simpang Bedok on a weekend with a crazy bunch of friends! I had an amazing time with them,laughing and sharing memories.I definitely wished the night wouldn't end that early,but we all had to part.

I'm really tired right now. I'll definitely remember this day!

Anyone up for movies with me? I feel the movie fever coming on! Just text me aites.

Upcoming movies to look forward to: Karate Kid!,Twilight Saga:Eclipse,Toy Story 3, Knight and Day, Letters to Juliet,The Legend is Born:IP man and Triple Tap!

So many movies! I'll definitely have a whole in my pocket when I'm done watching them all. Then again,it's worth it! I shall start saving up!

By the way,I'd like to wish all the best to NYP Silat Team for this year's Tertiary Silat Championship! You guys will have my support,no doubt! And yes,I've decided to join Silat too. I think. I might even consider participating in next year's TSC. I'll probably concentrate on Seni. Thanks to hidayah for sort of convincing me into joining the team. Oh,I know quite a few of the members already. Club mates! All the best guys! I'll drop by the competition venue on days that I'm free just to cheer you guys on!

Wait!I'm so not turning into a minah,kae! Thanks Gilers for the not so constructive comment. And the slippers,they're not minah-ish! Most athletes wears them,kae! Oh,but I do like the part when you guys said,"Cheyy! Adik da lebih muscular! Dah bleh lawan abang Hulk kita ni." and "Wah! Makin lama tak jumpa,adik kita ni makin jambu! Comfirm dah ade matair!" You guys never fail to give me stomach cramps! FYI,I'm currently not attatched. And thanks for the compliments,but I think I'm changing a little too fast. Don't you think?Hmm.. I miss you guys so much!

Well,till here.

I'm tired.

Smile!

'Sup!

Okae.The week was super hectic,but it all ended well today. What better way to end the week early with kickboxing session? Seriously,kickboxing has always been the highlight of my thursdays! Anyway,like I've mentioned,my week was rather hectic. We had ICT test and maths test. To add to that,we had like tonnes of reports due today. All because tomorow is vesak day! I felt so relieved when SWP lecture ended today. It was our last lecture for the day by the way.

So,I didn't exactly had great meals today. Breakfast was a can of milo and sausage bun. Lunch was a cup of bandung with sausage bun again. My so-called dinner was rice with sausages and chicken with my must have mango red tea with tadpoles! And guess what.. I'm hungry! I should have gone to Macs before heading home. I'm contemplating whether to cook Maggi or just bear with the hunger.

By the way,today is thursday which means I had to wake up super early. My class started at 8am. I don't know why I felt so lazy this morning. I usually leave the house at 6am so I'd reach YCK mrt by 7am,but today I took my own sweet time. I left home around 6.20am and slowly made my way to the bustop. I didn't bother to chase the bus or the train. My mind was tired. Throughout the morning,my mind process most stuff quite slowly.Luckily,it was functioning normally during the math test. And did I mention,the test was a breeze and freakishly easy!

Overall,today was considered a happy day.No frowns. Lots of smiling and laughing. Lots of fun too!

Well,till here.

Smile people!

'Sup!

Okae.So I went for my physio today and guess what the therapist said?.. She was like "where have you been? you've missed quite a few appointment." Like I don't know that fact. My excuse was simple. "Busy with school." Yeah right! Silly,really. I had to go through profiling again. They asked me questions like 'how often do I carry out my rugged and intensive activities' and 'my overall diet'. It felt like forever,having to sit on the sofa. After which,they checked on my ligament,my shoulders and my heart rate. Flipped through a whole stack of folder which was specially dedicated to me. HEHE! Did alot of silly stuff like walking back and forth,lunges and squats. Then I had to run on the mill with a mask on. Now,that was cool. I felt like a Mask Rider,you know the cartoon? Finally,the 'massage'. That's the best part of it all. I felt really good after that. My shoulders were intact and didn't feel like it was going to pop out again. My ligament was still sore but was way better. Next appointment would be this coming wednesday.

Basically,the plan was to go home immediately after physio to study for ICT. I didn't go home almost immediately,but I didn't exactly studied. I flipped through all the notes and I got frustrated. I couldn't absorb alot of things that I wanted to. I could only remember like the very few key points. This is really killing me! I really hope for the best for tomorow's test. All words and no pictures. It all don't make sense. Wait,actually,it does. Well,most of it do. :/

Anyway,I have no idea how skype works. I know nuts about its functions. Any one knows how to use it? Care to teach me? I seriously need help. Or maybe I should just go fool around with it till I get what it function does.

Aites..

Till here then..

Smile people!

PS: My FB is spammed with so many request for photo tagging on the SCL sports carnival album. HAHAHA!

'Sup!

Okae.Today isn't exactly an active day. I got my butt glued down among the cushion and my eyes focused on the television. NCIS marathon was on. I was supposed to be clearing all my other e-learning crap like SWP summary and continue studying for ICT. Then again,it's NCIS!! It's addictive. Once you watch it,you don't ever want to miss it. It's such a major distraction,really.

Food was awesome,today! I had homemade Pancakes with Maple syrup for breakfast. Dad baked some chickens for lunch,the way we love it. It was accompanied by the mouth watering mashpotatoes and sauce for the chicken. Too bad I didn't snap any pictures of it. I was too hungry to even think about snapping pictures. Dinner? We had fettucine(sp?) in cream sauce with clams!! You don't have to go to a restaurant in order to indulge in it. I can get it at home,any time I want them. I simply have to ask. YAY! Not to forget today's desert. Chocolate Chip Pear Crumble with ICECREAM! Fantastic! The picture's above and on FB! It'll make you drool by just looking at it. And when you start eating it,you'll be craving for more! *drools*

Anyway,I've finally posted the pics I took yesterday. I managed to study like 80% for the upcoming ICT test. It's really frustrating to memorise the whole lot of notes which doesn't even make sense. Well,I just hope I'll pass the test. :/

Oh btw,I won't be going for any training tomorow,including soccer. Damn! I have a silly appointment with my physiotherapist. I can't run away from it anymore. My dad has got me cornered. He was like "you either go for physio or stop all activities!" Woah! Harsh! Scary! I think I'll just die if I were to stop ALL activities. So,obviously I chose physio. Twice a week with my activities still on. Crap!

Till here..

smile ppl!

'Sup!

Okae.The title of this post is really random.It has no link to what I'm about to post.

Anyway,I'm like really happy today. Managed to complete about 95% of my homework for the week. I managed to do all that,this morning till about 2pm. After that I headed for Golden Mile. It's been quite some time since I last trained MT there. Alot of unfamiliar faces during that session. Arm was like so happy to see me.She kept hugging me. And Nasuan? Forever smiling. I still can't understand his english. Sorry..

So,after MuayThai,I headed for school. I had kickboxing. I just got home,btw. I bet you must be saying something like "you crazy ah?after muaythai training still can go kickboxing." No worries,I get that all the time. I didn't regret anything,but my shoulder did feel like it was going to come off.Twice summore! Thanks to the bike crash lah! Nonetheless, I had loads of fun during kickboxing. Made new friends. Laughed alot. Joked alot. Was impressed by many. Many were impressed by me. *hides face* How 'bout I try to act like a noob next week? Maybe people will take their eyes off me while I peacefully kick. HAHAHA! Oh,was shocked to see dzul today,during kickboxing. Not to forget,two new girls joined in today. Err..Nabilah and Syu-something? LOLS!

Sifu said something about a competition for juniors(under 18) in december. He sort of asked me if I was interested,but I gave him the 'WTH!!' look. I haven't decided. Maybe I would. It depends. I have so many competitions coming up. GAH!! Ohohoh..anyone else wants to buy gloves?as in the ones used for punching.I'm going to get them for 6 of my friends at Golden Mile,probably this weekend.If you want,just text me kae? It's $90 per pair. Please indicate your prefered size. TYVM!

By the way,my bike is ready for collection.How nice.Temptation. Changed the rear and the front fender. Looks new. But sadly,I think I'm going to sell it away. Parents don't seem to be supporting me in this anymore. Sadded much!

Aites..Till here..

Smile always! (wait.sounds like direct translation.)

WATEVA!! PEACE!

PS:Was it me or was my hook like cacat today,during kickboxing? HAHAHA!

'Sup!

Okae.So the night is pretty boring after the Gilers left. I'm left alone while my family are all dozing off. I can't seem to shut my eyes. Solution? Blast the stereo!! or more like plugging in my headphones to my iTouch and playing songs at full blast! Atleast I've got company. Without music,my life would totally be mundane and I'd most probably be dead right now.

Not to forget,when you're hungry and there's no food at home(in the middle of the night),just simply call McD! Who pays for them? Dad,ofcourse! It was his fault for not dropping by the Pasar Malam while on the way back from aunt's place just now. If not,I'd be busy indulging in my Ramli Burger and Takoyaki balls,and not be sitting here waiting for the burgers to arrive from McD.

Till here..

I think I heard the delivery boy climbing up the stairs.

I can already smell my Double Quarter Pounder!!

Oh,and Solo by Iyaz is playing on my iTouch.

Smilez!!

'Sup!!

Okae. So we gymmed today. Me,Nukun,Leyon,Qun Jia and Hazirah. We are some tough cookies. Came back to school during our E-learning week just to go to the gym,then head to the library to supposedly study. But obviously I'm distracted! Yay me!I sort of read like 3 slides of the human bio lecture an I couldn't concentrate. HAHAHA!

Anyway,I missed soccer again yesterday. I had intensive training again before our long awaited fight in 2 weeks. I'm not exactly looking forward to it. I'm in no mood for any competitions right now,especially when I'm sort of injured. My ligament is seriously killing me but I'm still continuing with my activities. I'm a stubborn ass!! I know. And I hate to go for physiotherapy and make silly appointments with the doctor at CGH!! See,stubborn. -.-

Well,today was a pretty fun day. I hope tonight will be as fantastic when I meet up with the Gilers. I'm looking forward to a camwhoring session with my hunks and babes. Oh,I so love this week already!

By the way,the truth lies behind this smile. Really. I have so many things to say,tell and share. But some how,I'd rather keep it to myself. I don't want to hurt anyone.

Till here..

Not sure what else to crap about..

And I have to start studying.

No more distractions. Yeah Right!

Keep smiling!

'Sup!

Well,I miss loads of people right now. Time is defnitely on my Shit list. Those crazy moments I had in the past will forever remain as memories and I'll cherish it all. Every second together totally brought joy,laughter and comfort among us all. My circle of friends is the reason why I can sustain this happiness. Without them,my life will totally be boring and too quiet. Then again,I should really apologise for not making enough room in my life to spend most of my time with them. With a busy life like this,not everyone can fit into my busy schedule. But I'll promise one thing,as far as possible,I'll try not to forget their birthdays and give them phone calls or text msgs just to say Hi. I'll try my best to stay true to each and every of my friends. It's going to be a tough job,but I'll give my best.

Anyway,ever since i started Poly,my circle of friends have been growing. Life have been awesome with my new friends. So much joy,laughter and fun! With all this,school wouldn't be too stressful with all the given assignments. The OGLs totally made us realise that having fun is the only way to get rid of our worries,especially all the due dates of our projects. I really miss orientation period!! I hope SCL sports carnival will be as fun as orientation,though not the whole class is participating. I can say that my class is pretty awesome. We like cool like that!

By the way,if some of you haven't noticed,I've been smiling alot lately. All thanks to the clique for making my days wonderful with the jokes,to my sunshines for making my day with even the simplest smile,to the Gilers for the wonderful card you guys sent with this msg on: senyumanmu itu bagainkan cahaya yang menyinari hidupku,and to my new friends from kickboxing and soccer for making me smile with their funny antics during training sessions. Now I'll always look forward to training sessions no matter how tough training is going to be.

Oh,let me translate this: senyumanmu itu bagaikan cahaya yang menyinari hidupku.

Translated: Your smile is like a shining light of my life.

No matter how hard life is right now,I'm still smiling.

Till here..

keep smiling aites..

'Sup!

Okae.So I just got home. From where you may ask? Well,after school I headed straight for my grandmother's place to celebrate my Lil' Cousin's birthday. He's 2 years old today. Happy Birthday again my cutest lil' cousin! After the celebration,I went to meet my kaki lepak at Sungai Api-api,the usual hangout place near my house.I wasn't exactly excited to see them. Maybe it's because I was too tired. Sorry guys. So we chilled,chat and laughed. Then,I left for home.

Anyway,school was pretty awesome today. The clique had like some kind of mind reading power. 3 of us wore red and 3 more wore green. Only hazirah wore a different colour. We had a crazy laughing time today. Right Hidayah? Right Lin Hui? So much jokes today,as compared to past few days. Human Bio was also awesome! Me and Lin Hui totally nailed the tutorial today. Let's chant it over and over again! Epimysium,Perimysium and Endomysium!! YAY!!

Nonetheless,I'm feeling really tired. The last time I felt like this was like 2 years back after 3 straight days of Silat Competition. I think I'm tired because yesterday was a super long day,with Kickboxing training and also sleeping late due to the reports dued today. I definitely need to spend more time resting over the weekends. Most probably I'll miss tomorow's Silat training. I need my sleep!!

By the way,when someone else gets in your way,the best thing to do is just to back off. You don't want to make a scene. Just get over it. It may hurt,but it'll hurt even more(physically) if the situation turns ugly. So when I say I'm not at all affected,just believe me. I don't want to make a scene. I don't want to hurt anyone. I know when to back off,especially in situations like this. I don't want to seem like I'm the third party. He's just a friend,so trust me,and most especially trust him. Cherish him 'cause he's one in a million.

Kae..

Energy level is dying out now.

Till here..

I'm still smiling,right?

PS: "AWW.. SO SWEET!!" You know I know they don't know. :D

PS: smoking kills.. ;) *temptation*

THE PAIN THAT WE HIDE.

Woah! Major shocking news..For me to know and for you to find out. Well,God is rather fair. You lose some,you win some. It's super unexpected but I already know he has his eyes on someone. It's not as if I'm jealous or anything,but...nvmd. The smile won't run away anyway right?

Kae.Still smiling.

So,I went to the gym again today.Not to do any work out but just to collect my bottle of whey protein. I had a funny moment with the gym trainer which i didn't catch his name. Anyway,school was quite boring today. Nothing interesting. Maybe 'cause it's a short day.

Well,for the past few days,people just love to break my damn fragile heart. I don't really show it but sometimes I just feel like crying. Then again,my body has a mind of its own and its freakin strong. It never fail to put up a facade and pretend as if nothing is wrong. I'm so good at it now,that even I don't realise that I'm actually pretending. URGH! You know,those smiles,behind it is full of messed up emotions. I've been trying to sort things out. I've been trying to keep myself happy. Crap!

I think I've found myself a companion. Someone I can open up to without feeling weird. Someone who sort of fits most of my expectations. Then again,we've got to know each other better before making the next move. For now,the connection we have is showing positive signs. Lets be patient. Lets see what happen next.

Oh,btw,congrats on your new relationship yar..seriously,i mean it. She's lucky to have someone like you. You're what every girl needs.

Till here..
Smile people!

Guess what. I just learnt something about myself. Since I have the blood of a Bugis warrior,I tend to be very aggressive even though I'm a female. It was passed down from my encestor to my dad and now to me. Basically,what it means is that we have this strength which grows together with us. As I grow older,my strength also increases. Now,I know why my dad is fine with me doing rugged sports such as Silat and Muay Thai. It prevents me from using my strength on negative stuff. It also teaches me to control them.

I may not look like those fighters who has huge,puffed bodies and fierce looking face. In fact,I don't even look like I can give you a bone-breaking kick. But trust me,don't try me because I've fractured my friends arm by accident before. At that time,my anger was raging so I couldn't control the strength. Now,I'm slowly improving in my control. Furthermore,I'm growing older each day. I can even feel my strength increasing whenever I kick the punching bag at home. It's really a unique gift.I know many girls would find this really weird,but things like this has its positive points too.

Well,that is why I always am quiet and try to smile and stay happy for as far as possible.

Just wanted to share,not brag about it. For me,it's stil something shocking to discover about myself.

Take care!

Okae. Life's a little fcked up right now,at home. Ever since my mum decided not to have maid, things are turning upside down. She's complaining that we're not keeping the house clean and not bothering to help her do the chores. HELLO!!! who's idea was it to not have maid anymore,so suddenly summore?? I know we should not be depend on others,but she freakin don't understand that we're busy with our school stuff too. She complains that she's tired because she has to work and do house work too. It's your effing job! You want to depend on my younger siblings? They're still so young. Do you actually expect two 5 year olds and one 9 year to be able to keep the house clean?They're kids,messing up is what they do best! You don't have to go all lunatic and start throwing their toys around just because you're fcking pissed off at the mess they made. They're your kids for God's sake!

Do you know how much it hurts to see 3 of your younger siblings being screamed at and hit? They have no idea what is expected of them,especially at this age. Sometimes,I feel like hitting you back and telling you off,but I know I'm still your child anyway. I notice you only do such things when dad's not home. No wonder I hate to stay home when dad's not at home. You won't see me cry,but inside,I just feel like doing something crazy. At this point,I can only be patient. If things prevails and gets worst,I'm not going to sit there and watch like I used to. So much for a happy family,huh?

This is the reason why my happy pills are my friends. This is the reason why I prefer going out even though I know how much family bonding is so important. People may say that I'm leading a happy life,but do they know the source of it all? It's simply patience and the circle of friends I have to accompany me on my darkest nights. Then again,sometimes I do alot of stuff I know I shouldn't be doing. You may say that parents do all that because they care. Do they actually care? If they cared,they wouldn't be hitting you. Caning is common,but hitting you with things you're not suppose to use is simply not a caring act.

Shall move on now.I've been hearing alot of stories and seeing them.It may seem like I'm having a very hard time,but atleast I'm not as bad as those who even had family members killing each other. Sometimes,I just wished I could be living on my own,but then again,there are just too many responsibilities to handle apart from school.I guess I should just be patient now.

Till here..

Don't get me wrong aites.

I'm just so pissed off.

Taking care always.

PS: I'm looking forward to tmr. It sure is going to be a long day,but I'd rather spend the whole day outside than at home. cheers!

Okae.So today is Labour Day.What has it got to do with me?I seriously don't know.It doesn't affect my school,as in we got no holiday on Monday.I'm actually okae with it because no holiday means I get to see my crazy classmates on monday.YAY! I will get my daily dose of happiness.

Anyway,today,I attended a Muay Thai workshop. Actually,I was dragged there by my friend. So,we went there and I was so shock to see alot of Malays there.Well,as expected 90% of them were guys.I felt quite awkward being there.Furthermore,the guys were quite annoying at the beginning.What not,I was like the only girl there with experience. They were going like, "Dik..Sini lah..Kenal-kenal dengan kita semua. Ajar kita lah." I tried to ignore them but it was unbearable. Slowly,I got used to their annoying attitudes and we began chatting. We're sort of friends now. They are total jokers who definitely made my day. I did not regret making friends with them. Oh,I'd like to thank Zaini for giving my number to them -.- now they're freakin spamming my inbox!!

Moving on...

Today my aunt got engaged. Congratz to her! She's getting married next year,in March. She already booked me to do a Silat performance on her wedding. Yeap,early reservation. AHAKZ! Well,I'm honoured actually. I really don't mind. It's my passion and it's what I do best. :D

Btw,I still haven't decided on a CCA!! It's really making my head spin and I hate that feeling. -.- So,I'll be having soccer training on monday,but i'm not sure if i'm going. My heart says GO,but my mind says otherwise. This is killing me!! There's Adventure club camp coming up. Should I go for it? Maybe I should. Hmm... We'll see..

Well,I've got nothing else to crap about. :D

Take care.

PS: I can't believe that I actually finished ALL my hwk before sunday came. WOAH!

OH,I hope to see you with your ever so stunning looks and the incredible smile again soon. Looking forward to another awesome week of school with my crazy PS1001 mates!