THE PAIN THAT WE HIDE.

Woah! Major shocking news..For me to know and for you to find out. Well,God is rather fair. You lose some,you win some. It's super unexpected but I already know he has his eyes on someone. It's not as if I'm jealous or anything,but...nvmd. The smile won't run away anyway right?

Kae.Still smiling.

So,I went to the gym again today.Not to do any work out but just to collect my bottle of whey protein. I had a funny moment with the gym trainer which i didn't catch his name. Anyway,school was quite boring today. Nothing interesting. Maybe 'cause it's a short day.

Well,for the past few days,people just love to break my damn fragile heart. I don't really show it but sometimes I just feel like crying. Then again,my body has a mind of its own and its freakin strong. It never fail to put up a facade and pretend as if nothing is wrong. I'm so good at it now,that even I don't realise that I'm actually pretending. URGH! You know,those smiles,behind it is full of messed up emotions. I've been trying to sort things out. I've been trying to keep myself happy. Crap!

I think I've found myself a companion. Someone I can open up to without feeling weird. Someone who sort of fits most of my expectations. Then again,we've got to know each other better before making the next move. For now,the connection we have is showing positive signs. Lets be patient. Lets see what happen next.

Oh,btw,congrats on your new relationship yar..seriously,i mean it. She's lucky to have someone like you. You're what every girl needs.

Till here..
Smile people!