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I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.
Title: Smile.Just smile.
Posted on: Wednesday, May 5, 2010
'Sup!

Okae.Flick is still not well,so I'm using my freking slow Mac.Irritating to the max!!

Anyway,today was fine until the argument started again. All thanks to a particular soul who tried to act smart. And that person don't even have the rights,she don't hold any position. She totally pissed me off. She should be glad that I decided to stay out of it eventually or it'll turn ugly. I know I'm the class rep and should be the one to improve the situation,but SOME people decided that things should go her way and she effing interupted me! Who the fck is she?? A classmate (FULLSTOP!) She thinks she has bonded with the class. Well,let me make it obvious to you. You want to see bond? You should have been there on our orientation. We fcking bonded and won 2nd! That's bonding! That's us,Panadol!! I know you were enrolled late because of ITE,but still,you cannot act as if you know us.You wanted to change class?If only the chance was there!

Let's put that aside for now.So,after school decided to head straight home and missed floorball. As i made my way back in the train at Bishan,towards Paya Lebar,Afie called. He wanted to meet up. So we did. We went to bedok. It's been such a long time since I went there to lepak! We had our lunch at Mackers and headed for our usual spot.The others came soon after with loads of potato chips. I totally had a good chat and laugh with them. I miss those days guys! and I'm so going to miss today's lepak session. You guys made me smile. Sayang korang!

So,I'm still smiling even after the heated argument at school.Like I've said before,don't let your anger or sorrows get in the way of your happiness. I'm trying very hard to control my anger. I really am trying so hard. I don't want anybody to get hurt.

Btw,this goes out to this certain someone.
I'm sorry if I hurt you by not accepting you as someone more than a friend. I've always and only treated you as a friend. I don't want our 4 years of friendship to be ruined by this. You're one of my best buddies. I seriously didn't expect something like that to be coming from you. I love you like I love the others. You,them and me : we're like siblings. I'm not sure how it feels to be rejected but I definitely know what it's like to feel guilty. I hope you understand where I'm going and that we're cool. Friends for life and till eternity,remember? Sehati,sejiwa. Oh,and thanks for rejecting my calls. 21 calls to be exact! :D

Till here.
Smile.Just smile.


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