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Title: Back. Posted on: Monday, July 12, 2010
'Sup! Firstly,SPAIN won! New world cup champions. 1-0.. Iniesta scored in extra time. Casillas made many magnificent saves. Obviously,I watched the match. Slept around 12 and woke up at 2.30 am just for the finals. There's no way I was going to miss it! Holland put up a hard fight though. Nonetheless,Spain was the stronger team. It was not luck. It was pure football. Spain did miss many goals that could have been awesome,and they did hesitate to shoot at some point. They finally did scored in the finishing half of extra time. Woots! Syukri,you owe me Ferrero Rocher! hehe.. That did made my day. That did put a smile on my face. But that didn't last! PIC practical was a total joy-killer! 3hrs of practical. URGH! Then,there's those thing in my mind. Oh,I'm not attending Kickboxing training/I did not attend. I needed to get those things off my mind and off my chest! So,after PIC practical which ended at 12,the laughing clique and I lepaked. Then I left for some marketing project thingy. After it ended around 5,I headed for my MuayThai gym.I just wanted to visit my coach and maybe talk to him. He knows me rather well. He can tell if my mind is off focus. We talked.I told him what was on my mind. LOADS! He convinced me to let it out,as in blog it or tell someone,besides him,so that I'll feel better. So I guess I'm gonna blog it out. If I find the right person,maybe I'll share with the person personally and more indepth. What has been bothering me? My close friend from soccer,whom I've known for nearly 6 years,was diagnosed with Leukemia. Apparently,she's in the critical stage and it's been 1 and a half years. I only found out last week. She said,"I don't want you to worry.I don't want to see you cry.I don't want you to see me in this state." I cried. Yup,I did. I lost touch with her for nearly 3 years. Having receive such bad news immidiately after getting back in touch,is really hard wrecking.She has only two months to live.I have only two months to catch up with her.However,school's been in the way.All I can do now is just to call every single night and we shall talk over the phone without bothering about the phone bill. Every time we talked on the phone,I try hard to hold back my tears. Big bro Fuad is leaving for the States in two weeks time,earlier than planned. I'm not prepared at all! I'm really going to miss him. Silat has been a disaster. Politics! I really don't want to argue over my rights,'cause I'm sick and tired of it. Since late last year,I've been trying hard to hold up the team's name.Now,people are just trying hard to snatch our team's pride and glory. Team manager thinks she has a greater power than the coach. Incredible! Grandmaster's family is taking over,trying to stabilise the team. Yar right! More like taking over permanently. Where are we placed? We're thrown aside,just because the freaking replacement is Grandmaster's daughter! This is the first time I feel like really quitting! I miss the old times where we were a strong team. No mess. No interuptions. Now,there's not even a little hope of us winning the champion trophy again. I shall just run away to SSA with abang kadir. Silat is a sport I'm passionate about,but someone just has to spoil it all. I want to get back into my passion.I want go back to being a student.I'm sick of arguing with people who has no knowledge of this sport,and what more the team. NYP has a team. Maybe.. One by one leaving me behind. Is this God's way of telling me to be patient,and that he'll sent someone greater into my life. I wish. I just wish! I can't hold on much longer. Woah! That out! I feel kinda good actually. Coach,you're right. I feel so much better! Movie soon,please? :S Predators.. Text me.. Or nudge me on MSN. Kae kae kae?? KFC too. Alamak,hungry again! :\ Inuka. I'll smile for you,for them. These tears,I'll try to hold them back.

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