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"What an awesome life!"
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INUKA DOINKZ!
Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!.
Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky.
I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.
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Title: Collapsed!
Posted on: Saturday, July 24, 2010
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'Sup!
A nightmare I fear most,came through. It's gone! She's gone! Those last few moments together was the worst feeling ever. Shattered heart. Jelly-like legs. Confused state of mind. Lost! It's so hard to let go,but who ever said it was going to be easy?
A month plus,I held all those pain back and those tears too. I stayed strong for you. You made me strong. You made me realise how harsh reality is. Thanks to you,I'm stronger than before. No one will ever replace you in my heart - my buddy,my life's guide and the light through my darkest tunnel.
I can't bear to open the card you left for me with all the other stuff your mum passed to me. I'm not ready to read what you've written nor see those things you left behind for me,'cause honestly,I wasn't prepared to lose you. I miss you already,buddy! Al-Fateha..
Inuka. Your mum said you wanted me to smile for you on while you were burried. I did,but I couldn't control those tears flowwing down my face. Smile.
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