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Title: Light. Posted on: Thursday, July 29, 2010
'Sup! 2 days to the end of July. As the end get closer,thing's been improving tremendously! Projects are progressing really fast and really well. What better way to end the month with a wicked dose of laughter from our silly antics and also a wide smile from all the satisfaction? Thoughts running wildly through my mind. It's like a chaotic party in there,and maybe a theme park too. Brain's going through a roller coaster ride of emotions. July just seem to be mixed up,with both awful and awesome moments. Nonetheless, the loss which resulted to an open wound takes a long time to heal. I may seem to be happy and cheerful lately,but somewhere in the fist-sized heart is a deep cut which has been treated temporarily by a bandage or better known as friends. Ramadan is coming,and I have a freaking huge appetite to counter. 5 meals a day is totally not normal! I have serious doubts of me surviving the first few days of Ramadan without feeling hungry or easily tempted by food. Then again at this age, I know I should be able to control. I know I'll be able to survive the whole of Ramadan,like the many years before. Afterall,Ramadan is where we learn how to save up and understand what poverty is like. Sort of. I do have to confess something though. When it comes to breaking fast,I could eat a serving meant for 3 person. XD YOG is approaching. 15 days? I don't know. I lost count. I'll be running as TorchBearer on the 3rd day of the Singapore Leg. Most probably I'll be running in the East area,which is like my housing estate. I'm really excited,proud and honoured! But this isn't my first time,so the excitement isn't that great. Silat. Slowed down a whole lot ever since the Political Conflict began. I just feel like raising the white flag and just leave,but I can't bare to do that. That centre was where I was groomed to be an instructor under strict instructions of Abang Razali. When he was thrown out,I stepped up wanting to help the team retain our Champion title. Sadly,all thanks to the silly political conflict brought up by the team managers and some parents,the team is falling apart and crumbling down. I'm greatly disappointed. There's no way I can have a say in it as my opposition is made up of people who are way older than me. Respect the elders,remember? Oh well! Do what you people want. When it all falls apart,don't come crawling to me to ask for assistance in recovering and cleaning up the mess. I'm sick and tired of it! Tunggal-ed today. Taught Haziq,at the same time it was pretty much a revision for me. Haziq and Hidayah asked why I didn't join NYP Silat and when I was going to join them. Honestly,I don't know. 'Segan' is the term that best describes my feeling right now. It just feels weird. Trust me,that's usually not the case. Well,I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel again. Inuka. Smile always! ♥

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