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Title: Road. Posted on: Thursday, July 22, 2010
'Sup! I've just realised how much pain I'm going through for the past few days,or maybe months. No matter how cheerful I am or how much I smile,deep down inside I'm hurting real bad. It's like someone just stabbed me in the heart. I only felt the pain like recently. Big Bro is leaving tomorow afternoon, when I'll be stuck in school. My final bid farewell would be tomorow morning,before I leave for school. What a nice way huh? To add on to all that,my sickly buddy's condition is worsening and I cannot do anything about it. I'm so helpless. I'm holding back my tears with all my might,but every time I think about it,I just feel breaking down. I'm not prepared to lose her yet. I'm just not. One can appear to be real tough and strong,emotionally, on the surface,but could be really fragile on the underside. Then again, some people just have a shield thick enough that not even an atomic bomb is able to penetrate it. They are able to keep most things burried within themselves and is hard to spot their weaknesses. I don't know,maybe I'm that kind of person. No one has ever spotted my weakness, neither can they predict my emotions if I don't portray it. Yes,it may be considered as a facade,but these facades are not like hypocrites. It's my nature to not want others to worry about me. I'd rather force a smile than to put up a gloomy face infront of my friends and just spoil all the fun. Unlike others,I don't give excuses whenever I'm feeling low or in no mood. I may be tired as most times,but I'll never, I mean NEVER, plaster a frown on my face. I will try as much as possible to smile, and hopefully the sorrows would just disappear. Life. Complicated life. Horrible life. Unfair life. Life. Well,that's life,no doubt. What's life without challenges? What's life without a little added spiciness? Too smooth a journey is never a pleasant ride. Too rough a journey is merely a test of your patience. You'll only be able to come across a journey where it's not too smooth or too rough when you come to realise that life's full of challenges and you're up for it. With preparation and determination,only then will you be able to have an enjoyable ride down your journey. You'll be prepared to jump a hurdle,without having any hesitations. You'll be able to handle all kinds of emotional and physical situations. Opening yourself up to the wide networking arena and activities will help you build confidence and ofcourse aid you in gaining life experiences. Those camps you go through in primary school and secondary school,they're actually the starting point of it all. Overcoming your fear of heights,that's just the beginning. The next challenge is to overcome life's greatest obstacle which is your mindset and your long list of goals that you want to achieve. Yes,that's the biggest obstacle 'cause you are the only one who determines whether or not you're going to keep your head in the game and reach for the skies. You define the road in your life! Inuka. Smile always! :D PS: I'm running for the YOG Torchbearer thingy on the 3rd day.

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