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	INUKA DOINKZ! Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky. I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.	tagboard facebook tumblr twitter behance
Title: U-turn. Posted on: Monday, July 19, 2010
'Sup! Sometimes you've got to look back at what you've done just to see what went wrong Sometimes you need to make a wrong move just to see what is there to fix. Sometimes you need to step up in a fight just to see who will stand by your side. Sometimes.. I think it's time for me to make a U-turn. I need to right all the wrongs I've made. Life's a pain with all this crap! The politics,the hyporcrite and the ones who appear to be the light in my life when in actual fact,they're the 'cause of these crap! Ah,realising it at this moment. I wonder if it's a good thing. Only God knows what I'm feeling right now! Ditching training this whole week. Taking the time to study and chill and do whatever I felt like doing since the past few weeks. I just need some time off from some people. Meeting up with a friend whom I last saw 7 years back. He's back from Dubai and there's loads for us to catch up on. Do I miss him? Obviously. Long distance relationship/friendship is so hard to maintain. Thank God it's all over now! Common test results are out. Not bad! But,our class seem to be the worst among all the other PS classes. HAHAHA! Expected lah.. But we're the coolest class! ^^ IPS project,our class made the most impact. We made the other classes laugh thier ass off! Us and our crazy ideas! Admitting is one of the toughest thing I'm contemplating to do. Lying is such a pain! Hiding is too. Each day a mask,a facade. How long will all this last? I hate this feeling! I feel like talking to someone,but bestie isn't around anymore. I miss those days where he'd put his arm around me and we'll talk all night. Laughing at stuff which aren't even funny just so that I wouldn't shed a tear. Crazy days! No more comfy moment. I just realised how something so cliche can actually bring back alot of memories,be it sad or happy ones. Like "smile always". You hear people going around saying this or see them type it out somewhere,or in my case saying it to my friends and typing out in my blog. This tag line has stood by me ever since I met my bestie. I'll always convince myself and my friends to cheer up with just these two words. Some things are meant to be left behind,but for this one special line,it'll follow me till eternity. With just these two words,I'm able to make my friends cheer up. With just these two words,I'm able to ensure my friend's happiness. By simply smiling,it'll colour your life. I don't know about you,but these words are memories worth cherishing. Rafiq(sapaw),thanks for checking up on me for the past few days. I'm fine. Appreciate it much! I'm not going to do anything stupid. I promise. You saw me smiling and laughing real hard on saturday right? Well,it goes to show that I know how to limit myself. Smile always,right? Inuka. Smiles!

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