Something I never imagine would happen.

Something I wish I could hold on to.

Some thing's just mean nothing.

My weakness?My fear?

What have I got to lose?

YOU!

Merci. Thanks.

I owe you.

Those smile you help me put up.

I wish I was as strong you think I was.

I just wish...

I need some fresh air. I need peace. I need to go get my Baju Kurung in Malaysia!!

So,tomorow I'll be leaving for JB,for a short getaway. The camera will be my bestest friend tomorow. Only pictures could express the emotions that's running through my whole entire body. I think. I hope.

I miss big bro. I miss them. I miss everything that made me whole in the past. I just wish...

I have to focus. My studies. My future. My life. Exam's on it's way. I'm no where near prepared,but I'm somewhere near progress. Distractions.

Training have been rather great,with intensity level maintained despite the fasting month. Sparring sessions has decreased though. Preventing injuries,I suppose. Even then,I'm limping. A normal thing for me. Injuries are sort of my close friends. Learn to endure the pain,and you'll never know what excrutiating pain feels like. Really. Maybe,a little,but it's bearable. Breaking a bone sound painful enough for you to scream your lungs out,but after having gone through lots of experiences with injuries like deep cuts and a punch that could knock you out,you'll come to realise that breaking a bone is just like a slap on the face.

All the best to the YOG athletes. You have my support! Nice knowing you people. Hope after YOG,we'll still keep in contact. I'll definitely miss you guys. Oh,I'll see you guys this coming monday.

Inuka.

Smile,'cause it's the only thing that matter.