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INUKA DOINKZ! Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky. I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am. |
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Title: Formula One. Posted on: Thursday, September 30, 2010 |
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I know this is a little late. I just forgot to post this. Formula One was awesome. Grandstand tickets for both weekend days. Didn't need the tickets from the YOG organisers afterall,which came after the race was over. Ridiculous! I had fun with the kakis tonight! The race was thrilling indeed. What better way than to spend your weekend with a crazy bunch of people,watching F1 live. After the whole race event was over,we headed for Afnan's chalet for dinner cum supper. F1 pictures are in Bob's multiply account. Kakis,if you want them,just text bob for permission to view the album. Gereks! |
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Title: Blocked. Posted on: Tuesday, September 28, 2010 |
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Woah! 1st day of work was definitely hard work. Too many changes,and I mean TOO many. The keys have changed. The rules have changed. But one thing's for sure is that the craziness hasn't changed abit. In fact, it's crazier now with Hadidi,Izzat and Wanie. The Ikea Gang is expanding! I LOIKE! KITE HAPPY SLALU! Kak Lina seem to miss me a whole lot. No words can explain how excited she was to see me. I miss her too. She guided me throughout my first day at work,today. I was so blur today. Thus,she kept saying how cute I was and telling the whole of ikea that I was the cutest. Right. Cute? I'm used to that. Tomorow,I'll be working from 11am to 10.30pm. Sweet! But that someone will not be working. URGH! Sadded! |
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Title: Far. Posted on: Monday, September 27, 2010 |
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Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita,kini tinggal kenangan.Ingin ku lupakan semua tentang dirimu,namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu.Oh bintangku,jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku. Disini aku merindukan dirimu.Kini ku cuba mencari penggantimu,namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu.Oh kekasih,jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku.Disini aku merindukan dirimu.Kini ku cuba mencari penggantimu,namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu.
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Title: Home. Posted on: |
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 My other home.Where all the action happens. Barbeque,soccer and much more!
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Title: Rise. Posted on: Sunday, September 26, 2010 |
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"Just try to rise whenever you fall." Right buddy? Apian..Apian.. Good to see you smile today. Hope the trip around Singapore was worth while and that it took your mind off your relationship problem. Like I said,give her time. The time will come. Looking forward to another awesome day with you again. Smile,bro! |
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I think I'm going crazy. Maybe insanity might strike soon. Was that a hint? The nudge. The obvious glance. The smile. Boy,whatever you did is sure making feel all tingly on the inside. Sorry about your friend. The one who blurted out your secret. I guess it's no longer a secret. I know it too. I'm sure you're still blushing from the incident. But let me honest with you. At this point of time,I don't think I'd like to go into a relationship. Maybe if you stay by my side long enough,I might consider putting your name in my list of buddies. You're my friend,no doubt. I hope you'd understand. And I still love you though. I love each and every of my friends. Keep smiling aites! Mum had a friends come over to our other house. HAHAHA! Barbequed through the night. Pictures will be up soon. |
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Title: 42 Rawk! Posted on: Friday, September 24, 2010 |
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24th September 2010 marks the day we,the Chillaquers,embark on our Raya mission for the year. This year could be the last year that we're doing so as one big family. 42 awesome people,18 bikes and 2 cars. It was indeed a wonderful journey around Singapore,visting 12 houses in a day. The journey which began at 11am sharp and ended at 11pm. Our first stop was ESSO petrol station at Tampines. There,all 42 of us met up,all in our traditional baju kurung. Me,with my kain,took the challenge of riding a bike as a pillion rider behind my buddy Alfian. Trust me,it was definitely a challenge for me! First house was Ameer's. His mum was already expecting all 42 of us,but she still got a shock. She said,"Wah! You've got alot of friends,Meer. I'm afraid all of you have to squeeze in this little living room of ours." Not everyone of us could fit into the living,and all the other living room for the matter,except for my place. The boys took the initiative to stand around in the corridor and waited for their turn to enter and indulge in the food that were prepared. All 12 houses had food prepared for us. My place had fried macaroni and honey-glazed-chicken. Every house we went,we finished the food. Every bit of it.The last house was Shazira's. Her mum made Roti John Cheese. We were all tired by then. The boys were restless too. All in all,I enjoyed my day with my kakis. It was an amazing experience. To all my kakis,the pictures will be uploaded on Farish's multiply account. There are 700+ pictures altogether,including mine and Azam's. Btw, Farish suggest for one of us to make a video of the journey since Khalid and some of the others managed to capture several epic moments. Selamat Hari Raya! Awesome 42 Rawk! \m/ |
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Title: Broken. Posted on: Wednesday, September 22, 2010 |
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Buddy love just broke up with his dearest girlfriend,about 3 days back. Just when I thought things were growing stronger for them. It's okae,Alfian. Don't take it too hard. Take some time away from each other for awhile. Give her time to cool off for awhile. I know she meant a whole lot to you. I'll be here if you need someone to talk to or someone to accompany you. Just call me. This goes out to my other friends too,be it you've just broken up with your partner or feeling really low over something. Remember to keep smiling aites people! I wish I could be there for you. I just wish. All the best for your O levels,Andi! |
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Title: Hope Posted on: Tuesday, September 21, 2010 |
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I am not at all happy,hearing,about it. Give her some time. You need some time. Trust is what both of you really need. I know I don't have a say in it,but I hope you'd recover. Don't forget to smile like you always do. That'll keep the sun shining bright over you.
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 Didi's bike!  Universal Studios! |
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Title: Tune. Posted on: Tuesday, September 14, 2010 |
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Music connect one's self to reality. An identity could be drawn by the kind of music one listens to and one's flexibility towards them. Could it also mean that one who composes song and write lyrics are storytellers - stories about their lifes or tales retold after a sightful account. I believe many would agree with me when I say, "the lyrics sound very familiar. It's like I'm going through whatever the story the lyrics are potraying". Does that mean life's full of cliche? I believe so. Reading books have helped me think alot,lately. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy, with all these thoughts going through my head. After watching 7 seasons of NCIS, I've developed a love for psychological analysis. It's not that I would love to go into people's head and read their thoughts,but the thrill of looking into other's eyes and realising how similar different people can be at most times. I'm very observant at most times and can tell a person's character through their behaviour,activities and conduct. My dad has been drilling me since I was young. He's a certified psycologist,but mainly for Sports. Speaking of which, he's considering a job as a school psycologist. We'll see. As for me, taking a part time interest in another major could very well be on my list of MUST DO! Written in the stars. A song I'm falling in love with. |
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Title: Lights. Posted on: Saturday, September 11, 2010 |
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 Bila Syawal menjelma.. Salam Aidilfitri,Minal Aidil Wal Faizin. To all my fellow friends,buddies and love ones,I wish you Selamat Hari Raya. First day was a blast,as usual. First house was my great grandmother's,mum's side. Cousins and aunties crashed the place before lunch and the boys left for Friday prayers by 12. The girls were busy eating while waiting for their return. All of us left around 4 and left for Bedok,where my mum's uncle's place was. He was just discharged from the hospital after going through surgery. Next was my mum's aunt's place at Punggol. There,8 families gathered and filled the living room and even the corridor. That was real Raya! Last house for the day was my grandmother's place,dad's side. There,we had part 2 of the real Raya. My grandmother's siblings came over with all their children. All together,there were 11 families in one house. Each family took turn to eat in the kitchen where my grandmother served her famous rendang,ayam masak merah,sambal goreng pengantin,kuah satay and ketupat. It was an awesome evening with them all. We saw how much each other have grown and some are even scheduled to get married early next year. Time flies real fast! Day 2. Drove up to Skudai to visit a relative there. Then we came back and headed for my mum's friend's place. After which,we headed for my aunt's place and went home around 8. Before we even reached home,my cousin was waiting under the block. Dad had to rush up and prepare the food. He has always been the one who prepares meal for the guests. Today,he made Vietnamese popish. You can view the picture on my FB account. Tomorow will be another long day. Salam Lebaran to all! |
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Title: Grace. Posted on: Tuesday, September 7, 2010 |
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Where do I start?... Lets see. I was reprimanded over some matter which I prolly wouldn't want to add here. Big bro gave me a strict order. "Stay strong! That's an order!" So military. So much for having a bro who's a Staff Sergeant in the army. The horror! It's his birthday. He's finally 17,that dear boy who made me smile with his silly antics. I couldn't find anything great to get him. I just wanted to give him a card filled with pictures of his silly faces. Those silly faces are indeed memories I'd never want to discard. I guess moving on wasn't that easy.  Happy 17th Birthday,Andi Safuan! All the best for your O levels. "I really hope to see you both get back together." Thanks Hazel for the support. We probably won't know 'cause I'm not intending to bring up the topic to him. Finally,you can see the cowardness in me. Can I shoot myself in the head now? Or should I wait till I finish enjoying the upcoming festive season. Gosh! |
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Title: Words. Posted on: Monday, September 6, 2010 |
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If you can't say them,sing them. Words don't come easy without a melody I'd dearly love to go back to playing my guitar once exams are over. |
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A reply from Fhy. Awesome! \m/Inevitably, nothing escapes the eyes of the public; be it your friends, family and everyone else. Being judged is one of the things that you can’t run away from. And I admit we’re pretty much into the same category of interests. Soccer, silat, photography, and I don’t know what else. 4 Days to my last paper. Happily counting down to the end of it. I just want it to end. I'm running out of brain juices. I'm already in a holiday mood which ,surprisingly,isn't affecting my efforts in studying for my last paper. Human bio have been a bitch lately. The pile of notes. It'll soon be over. Soon! Vacation coming up. Can't wait! I want to go for a ride. It's been a long time since I went offroad. I think I've lost my touch. Damn! |
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Title: Paper. Posted on: Sunday, September 5, 2010 |
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You know,I think I'm starting to see the change that everyone is seeing in me. But one things for sure is that some things never change. My character,the one that tells a story about myself to others. Should look tell tales too,because I remember "don't judge a book by it's cover" very well. I don't know. People change,I can see that. I'm not sure about me changing though. It's still hard for people to pry me open and make me talk. It's still hard for people to pull me away from my activities. It's not like I don't go out or do things mst girls would do. I do! I hangout alot. More than you'd expect me to. I attend gigs and concert like any other teenager. Recently,I went to a Spa and did some body massage and facial. Girly thing,ain't it? Shopping. Who doesn't love them. Even if you're broke,you can still go window shopping. Fhy,I don't know if you'd read this but,have anyone judged you by the activities you do? You've turned 18 recently,and I'm sure it's huge leap into adulthood right? Made any changes to yourself to cater to others? You remind me so much of myself. Funny. Oh well. I just realise how growing up is so much harder than I thought it'd be. I've got to make decisions which I really don't want to. I don't want to say that 4 letter word right now,since it's Ramadhan. Can I scream now? 18 in 5 months. HOLY CRAP! His 17th in 2 days. Should I? |
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Title: New. Posted on: Saturday, September 4, 2010 |
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I've got many friends. Friends whom I don't even know their names. Friends who has been there with me through my ups and down. Friends who merely appeared just to put a smile on my face and then disappear. These friends are my sunshines. From the Mats and Minahs to the Goody-Two-Shoes. I grew up mixing around with all type of people. I do have to admit that most of my close friends are guys. I'm glad that I'm not easily influenced by others. Getting to know all kinds of people made me realise how cruel reality is. The so-called better human beings are complaining and judging the so-called 'low-lifes' Yes,they may seem like they are useless to the community,but don't judge a book by it's cover. Do you know,they are actually good with their hands. I don't mean beating the hell out of people. I mean most of them are good with art and many others are good technically. I know. I've seen them done all those. I've visited the prison several times and took a look at what they're going through in there. They go through vigorous trainings to improve themselves in there. They attend classes and courses. I do have to admit that some take longer time to change as they haven't realise how much others out there care for them. The 'Yellow Ribbon' programme is a wonderful way to gain awareness on thier efforts to change. They just need support. That's it! They had never had them while growing up. My uncle was an ex-convict. His family have so-called given up hope on him 'cause he's been going in and out of prison countless of times. I miss him. He's always been there for me. I hope this Aidilfitri,he'll visit his favourite niece (as labelled by him). I don't care what my other relatives think of him or how much my mother doesn't want to see him. I remember when I was younger, he told me that the cigarettes that he was smoking contained vitamin A,B,C and whatever other vitamins you can think of. I'm sure you'll think that he's just messing around with me. He couldn't bare to tell me that it wasn't good for me. He just told me that "little girls can't have this". I remember clearly the whole conversation. I was only 7. Not to forget,he could draw very well. I guess that's where I get my touch of drawing. I miss him! |
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Title: Done. Posted on: Friday, September 3, 2010 |
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Officially,I can get off the silly crutches. Then again,the only time I used it was when I went out with my family and Dad was around. The rest of the time I either just sit around or limp my way around. It's recovering faster than anyone expected. Theraphy is miracle cure,huh? Nonetheless,the pain is still unbearable. I've got to deal with it for another 2-4 weeks. That's a really long time! I'm happy with what I have,thank you very much! I'm speechless. I just discovered that his birthday is rather close to mine,in the same month. All this while,as we grew up together during our childhood,I never did make a point to remember. His mum and mine are close friends,but we're not anymore. People do change! |
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Title: None. Posted on: Thursday, September 2, 2010 |
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I asked myself countless of times, "When was the last time you had a good laugh?" Define 'a good laugh'. Haven't I been keeping myself happy lately,or at least I try to. Laughing,smiling. Whatever that would hide all those pain and sufferings away. TLC was a way out. We could laugh all day, and that will keep us smiling. A daily dose of it and you'll be fine with the facade on. No more awkwardness and regrets. Of many friends I have,only one that's been lingering in my mind for quite some time. Not that I don't think about the others. This one particular person was my childhood playmate. I can't help but wonder how we were torn apart as we grew older. We were very close,and I mean very,back then. It was as if we would never part. Now, I can't even start a conversation with him, without feeling that awkwardness. There'll bound to be awkward silence mid way. Oh well. People change. Aidilfitri zooming in real fast. I can feel the excitement. Finally,a year where I really look forward to celebrating this festive season. There's something special this year which I've yet to figure out. Dad's almost done with painting the living room. Red and orange would be the new colour scheme. As for me,I'm in the mids of planning a design for my room. Just borders of silhouette of,maybe,motocross and fights. It'll potray the active me. I'm considering. Cell bio in a few hours time. It's back to reviewing my notes again. |
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Title: Just. Posted on: Wednesday, September 1, 2010 |
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This year,I began a new book filled with new chapters of my life. I closed one in late March,letting go of someone whom I've come to realise meant alot to me. The chapter after which was filled with regrets,but it had more fond memories. The coming 9th September could have marked our 7th month together. Well,that's not gonna happen now anyways. The coming 7th September would be his 17th birthday. I've thought about since the day we got together. Since he celebrated my 17,I'm definitely going to do the same. I know promises are meant to be broken,but this promise is different. I've made it clear to myself that I've got to make it a priority.For now,I'd just like to wish him all the best for his upcoming 'O' levels. Go all the way,Andi. Don't hesitate. Hope it'll all go well for you. The chapters ahead of my regrets were filled with awesome memories of my new experiences in a new environment. The new friends,the new school and new everything. It's beyond my wildest dreams. There may have been ups and downs,like silly rumours to fantastic LEPAK moments with TLC. I've even met someone whom my dad actually thought was an exact duplicate of me(characteristically). The world's full of wonders,and I've only discovered a small part of it. I can't wait to take on the adventure to discover what more the world has to offer. Dearest abang,TLC,kakis,buddies,bestie and all my uncategorised friends,I miss you people and I so need a chillax session with all of you. During my vacation,I hope. I'll text you guys. I promise. You know me,I keep promises. Love you people! |
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