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INUKA DOINKZ! Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky. I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am. |
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Title: Post. Posted on: Monday, December 6, 2010 |
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WARNING: Today's post is going to be extremely long. I think. To start off this post,I'm going to list down 10 random facts about me with some elaborations,as requested by my dear friend Mira. Although I've listed 30 on a note on Facebook,I will still fulfill her request here. 1. I love food! I love to eat! I get hungry so easily. Even after having a heavy lunch/dinner,I'll end up wanting to eat somemore. If I'm still awake in the middle of the night,even in the wee hours,I'll start craving for food and go hunting in the kitchen for something to fill my stomach. Many people who knows me would know this fact. 2. I have many habits which some people consider annoying,cute and/or weird. Who doesn't have habit,right? I'll list down a few. - I like to say my sentence halfway through and then decide not to continue. When I type,I don't really use my pinky finger,and it'll sort of point away from the keyboard,like when princess hold their cup of tea. 3. I don't like to talk on the phone,especially for long hours. I hate it when we have awkward silence,and when I feel like I sound funny over the phone. 4. I think I'm quite paranoid,sometimes. LOL! I can't seem to elaborate on this point. 5. I have a list of words that i use so often. "Awesome!","Nothing!", "Takde pape lah!", "Anything", "Aites", and many more. 6.I love to watch the sunrise and sunset. They're nature's beauty. 7. I am sometimes known as Ms "Been-there-done-that". Most of the time,when people ask me something like "Eh,have you been to this place?" or "Eh,have you gone to this place?", my answer would be YES! 8. I love the colour orange. My iTouch casing is orange. My headphone is orange. I used to have an orange watch. 9. People always mistaken me for a chinese. ALWAYS! 10. I love to cook,apart from the super active lifestyle I'm living. I cook mostly western food and mediterranean food. I guess I inherited it from my dad! There you go,Mira. Hope you enjoy my ramblings! Moving on. Christmas is drawing near. As most Americans would put it,eve of Christmas is a supposed to be a Magical night. I may not believe in it,nor do my religion,but it's the season to be jolly! For the past years,I've celebrated Christmas with my loved ones - family,friends and even my boyfriend(ex). This year,I think there's going to be a change. My family is planning to have our annual Christmas dinner on Christmas itself,unlike every other year where we had it on the eve. This is due to the fact that my dad has to work on Christmas eve. As for my friends,they'll be off for a holiday.Yes,most of them. I've yet to decide what I'll be doing on the eve. Should I head for town or should I stay home? Oh well. I can relate my emotions/situation with songs I hear. Don't you? Like right now,I'm in a state of confusion and a particular song that is able to speak my mind is "Please don't let me go" by Olly Murs. I've officially fallen in love with this song. The song totally expresses my feelings that I'm keeping. Yes,I have to admit that I'm rather secretive. I'm afraid to tell the person what I'm feeling right now and what is running through my mind for the past few days/weeks. I'm afraid of what that person might say or react to it. Reason being,I think I've hurt the person's feelings before. I don't know. I'm confuse. Fear is taking control of my emotions. Well, maybe one day the person would find out and save me from falling into pieces by saying it. Fear. Where do I begin?Should I tell you how bad I need you now? You're underneath my skin but I'm confused.My head is spinning all around.I waited so long. And that decision I've told you I've made? Well,I've decided to go with the flow. I'm not going to try to prevent it or what so ever. Like you've said countless of times,"Up to you". Yes,it's up to me right? Let's just see what will happen. As much as I want my dreams to stay as dreams for most occasions,I'd like this particular one to surprise me. I have to admit that I'm quite shock,having seen part of what could eventually be reality. Never had I once thought of it. Now,it keeps replaying in my head like it's haunting me. I'm not saying it's a bad thing,but it's like something I should anticipate. Oh well! Dear Allah,only you know how I'm feeling deep down. Maybe it's not the right time yet. I'm not sure about his feelings for me. Maybe it's best if I just keep things as they are now. I don't have the guts to tell anyone what I'm feeling right now. |
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