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Title: Tele. Posted on: Friday, December 3, 2010
The other day,I had a dream. You were in it. I was shocked. The dream made me confused,as soon as I woke up. I felt rather weird. It's like I was filled with mixed emotions. I couldn't understand my feelings. I wanted to tell you, but every time I tried,it seemed really awkward. The past and the next few days became even more awkward. I kept thinking of you,and it seems like the sense of care is starting to grow. Then that day, we had that awkward moment where questions were never asked, and the atmosphere turned rather cold. I wanted to tell you what was running through my mind at that moment,but I couldn't. There are many things I want to tell you,but I don't know where to start and don't know what would be the outcome. I guess I'm scared. Saying sorry was a good start,I suppose,but it stayed hanging. Maybe next I should say the many thanks I wished I had said earlier,especially for making me smile constantly. Just so you know,I feel like the atmosphere's getting colder. Ah,I've made my decision. I'm staying. I can list a thousand reasons why,but only one matters most. I'm not ready to leave. I'm not ready to leave what I've rebuild,reopened and the people/things that I'm still holding on to. It's just so hard to part right now. I know it'll probably be my only chance,but if I work hard,I might even get a better offer. People say it's an opportunity of a life time,but I think there are many other opportunities out there. You just have to work for it. Oh yes. I wonder what it'll be like to finally meet up,like that will ever happen any time soon.

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