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	INUKA DOINKZ! Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky. I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.	tagboard facebook tumblr twitter behance
Title: Wish. Posted on: Wednesday, March 30, 2011
What would you wish for,if you had one chance? So,I've lost it. No,wait. They got it all wrong. I love Fariq,not in that sense. I do love him,but nothing beyond a really close friend that I can almost consider a family. That's just how I feel about him,and Afiq and Rasul too. It's not surprising,that people keep mistaking my feelings or choice of way in portraying my love for him as a friend. We're close and I'm comfortable with being extra close with him without feeling awkward. I just don't feel the kind of love a couple would normally feel. It's just that strong bond we have as "almost family" that keeps us staying this way. It gets irritating,sometimes,when people keep insisting that there's something between us. Really,it does.
Title: Believe. Posted on: Tuesday, March 29, 2011
The Power of Believe. If you put your heart and soul to it,you can pull through. I just completed Day 2 of rather strenuous workout session ever since my injury. I'm starting slow,where running isn't my priority at the moment. The focus right now is to gain back the strength my left leg has lost ever since the muscle tore. I lost quite a bit of muscle mass on my left thigh. It should take roughly 3 weeks to get it back into 60% of what it used to be. Once I've accomplished strength,I have to work on power. Then will I be able to work on my stamina. So right now,my stamina is like crap! Breathless too quickly. But by focusing on getting back into shape,I managed to pull through 2 days of pain! Core conditioning is a pain but it sure helps you feel good and look good. After all the strenuous routines,my limbs feel like they're about to fall apart,but I feel rather good. It's nice to be back in training mode after a long break. Funny,how coach has adopted some of GSP's training methods. Which also results to a tougher training sessions. Naise!~
Title: One beat. Posted on: Monday, March 28, 2011
Passion,Determination and Will! Start with full confidence and putting in your fullest effort. Never do things half way. Never back down. Never think about giving up. Let injuries be an obstacle,but never let it be an excuse to drop everything you've work hard for all these while. I keep saying this to myself,each time I obtain an injury and as a result,have to sit out of training for quite some time. We have to be mentally prepared for everything that rushes towards us. Focus is all it takes to bring us to the next level. Put your heart into whatever it is you're doing and you'll do just fine. Remember,it's not always about going to the next level. Always go back to basics and polish them up. Without basics,you have no ground to stand on. No,this is not only about being in sports or any form of competitive activity. In life,everything goes back down to basics too. Go back to your roots. Take a look at the bunch of people who brought you up,who were there for you and who had always been the one to brighten your day. People come and go so easily,but the one that stays are the ones who are truly amazing people in life. The people who come and almost immediately leaves are merely challenges in life. Take it whole heartedly and keep it in your memory as an experience. As we take on more challenges in life,experience is what we really need to overcome them. Utilizing them,your mind,your heart and also your guts. And at one point or another,you're going to need all the help you can get from all the amazing people around you. Why give up upon failing when you can take it as an experience and learn from the mistake? With that,you can work towards being a stronger and tougher person,not only physically. Yes,it's devastating to know that you've lost a match or failed at something,but always take it in a positive manner. There are times you'll lose,there are times you'll fail. Just smile and stay strong. Listen to your heart beat. It's all you need to hear. It's the sound of satisfactory,that you've given your utmost best performance and you should be proud of it. The next step after losing or failing is to work harder and come back stronger. Over the years,I've learnt a lot,not just through the sports I'm active in. With everything I had to go through over the last couple of years,although some were not directly my problems/troubles,I turned into a whole different person. Ask me again,"What was life like 4 years back?" That was when I was 14. Life was mundane but hectic at the same time. Complicated? Yes. It was rough,getting by and appearing in a facade. No,not family issues. I don't exactly have issues within the family,which is somewhat a good thing. I do have issues with the other people around me,like friends. I never did make any enermies. Maybe one,but that was then. People say I have a mature thought. I believe so myself. I've lost far too many people,in my opinion. This led me into a whole different world. A world where people depend on me,and not the other way round. It was hard accepting this whole new responsibility at first,but it got easier as time went by. I made new companions,one who possesses key quality which is to constantly be there for me. These friends are what keeps me driving forward and motivated to take life's challenges. I used to think that by loving someone,you're putting your heart and soul into that person. That was my biggest mistake,I suppose. Yes,I very well know that trust is the key to every relationship. I never had trust issues. What I had was total misconception and misunderstanding. Letting this certain person go wasn't a mistake at all. It was,in fact,the greatest thing I have ever done. Through that,I've learnt that not everyone deserve a second chance,including me(in some situations). But my biggest regret was letting go of another certain someone who had his trust on me,and maybe some faith,but I let him down. I let him loose,when I know he was everything I'd need right now. No point dwelling on it anymore,right? Just cherish whatever you had then.
Title: Disarm! Posted on:
Ah,finally! I got it removed - onsugar. Stalker,that was what I had there. Is the world moving too quickly,or am I slowing down? I see too many changes in such a short time. No,I don't mean the world,physically. I mean people. I guess I'll never get this,"meet new friends,forget the old". Don't come crying to me when your so-called new friend leaves you for another friend,and abandon you. I'll be here no matter what,but there's no way I can help you out. You chose that direction. I never lose out. I look around me and all I see are people who matter. I'm not boasting,but if that's what you think would make you happy,go ahead and forget the ones who had been there for you from the start. Let karma kick in,before you realise it all. I have 3 weeks to pull myself up to Super Flyweight category. That's like putting 3 more kilogram. I'm currently in Light Flyweight category. My buddies Darren,Khai and Radiance have to put on weight too for upcoming fights.Coach is pushing us to tougher classes. Awesome! We now have our personal dietitian to plan our daily meals,starting with Protein Whey in every meal except lunch and dinner. Healthy snacks in between heavy meals. High carb diet is definitely a must. How 'bout whole meal pasta almost every day? Whole meal this,whole meal that. I'm used to that. I can bring my weight up and down so easily.
Title: Shoot! Posted on: Sunday, March 27, 2011
The next step is to slowly build up my portfolio and take up every challenge as a stepping stone. Every door that opens and offer countless of opportunities,I'll take them and work my way through it. It's not going to be easy. I know this very well. It's not exactly my choice of career,but it's definitely a good angle to consider. Why toy around with something you're passionate about when you can go ahead and explore the wonders of it? I have no intention in being a pro in this field. I'm just enjoying this hobby of mine and exploring the wonders of it. But with people giving me projects and 'job',I think I'll soon go semi-pro. Portfolio has already begun,with the help of a photojournalism organisation and a good friend of mine. In Year 2 of Poly,we are offered a Basic Photography module. It's a 2 credit module,and I'm definitely opting for it. I really hope I get it. It may be a basic lesson,but what's important is to polish up on the basics and not take it for granted. They say Year 2 would take up more time,but we're the one who are able to organise our own time. Of course,studies comes first! Well,wish me luck with everything!
Title: Whatever. Posted on:
I am whatever you say I am! The hardest part was to forget you and to get rid of you from my every thoughts. Now,the hardest part is over. The easy part has been cleared,too. Removed you from my MSN contacts. I had initially wanted to block you from my FB list too,but you beat me to it again. Removing you from my life,that's one thing I'm looking forward to right now. Goodbye!

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