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Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky.

I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.
Title: Note.
Posted on: Wednesday, April 27, 2011
I have something to say to you,if you're reading this.
I'd like you to know that,yes,I was attempting to annoy the hell out of you,but the after effects of it left me thinking. It was a pleasure to annoy you,really. But then again,I have to admit that I miss being irritated by your nonsense. And so you pretended not to know me,as expected. I know you very well,FYI. I don't want to hold any grudges against you,trust me. You made quite an impact in my life. If you're with a girl right now,then good for you. Hope she satisfy your needs and is able to control you. Hey,keep smiling and know that I'll always pray for your well-being no matter what. I don't mean to treat you this way,but sometimes you have to taste your own medicine before you are able to realise the damages you've caused. All the best in life,and I do really hope we'd still be in contact in the future. Cheers!
Title: Dead.
Posted on: Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Remember,I will always be here for you,even if it kills me to see you go. Never forget that I’ll always have your back. I still got you.

It hurts to see you leave. You were like my beating heart,that I can’t control. But I guess it’s too late now. You’ve made your decision. I’m not going to stand in your way. I know I can’t be selfish. If I did you wrong,I hope you’d forgive me. I know you couldn’t understand this hectic life I choose to lead. Thanks for being there when I needed you most.
Title: Journey
Posted on: Monday, April 11, 2011

Well,a rather nice trip to Kallang Leisure Park with Nessa, Hazmi and Haziq. We ice skated for 2 hours! Then, I headed for Plaza Singapura to meet my Superman and Boy Kental,for a shopping mission. I had a pleasant time with them. Dinner was at my place. Fish and Chips was on the menu,followed by a buffet stretch of cheesecake of many flavours. Mum bought different variety of cheesecake. Blueberry cheesecake, Oreo cheesecake, Mango cheesecake and New York cheesecake. Yum!

Fred came over,after ages! I missed him. I miss how he used to tuck me under his arms to keep me warm on a cold night. I miss how he would kiss my forehead and tell me to stay strong. I miss the times when he’d always say “which ever guy you choose will be the luckiest guy alive because he has you”. I miss how he always called me “sissy”,short for little sister. I miss having him over at my place all the time. Things have changed ever since his Dad passed away. He’s been spending a lot of his time with his Mum,accompanying her. That’s really sweet of him.

Abang called me a spoilt brat! Well,I’m his sister. It runs in the family! Smile
Title: Orchard.
Posted on: Saturday, April 9, 2011
Okay. Orchard is official my most hated place to go to in Singapore despite the awesome shopping destinations. It's not about the crowd. It's really about being slapped in the face by memories of what has gone wrong in life and has,unfortunately,taken place there. Yes,the spot where many people seem to enjoy their time there. I,on the other hand,have to sort-of suffer throughout my time there,holding back all those memories and making sure I stay on my feet. and I,however,cannot run away from my place of pure awesomeness with the gang at Scape. No matter how bad I hate Orchard,Scape is one place I'll head to,to have a great time.

You can hate me,for all I care. You can hate me for not accepting you for who you are. Well,you were such an ass,I guess that's why. You couldn't accept people's opinion about change. You couldn't accept the fact that no one would ever like that freakin' attitude of your if you don't change it. But no matter how much you hate me,it wouldn't bother me 'cause I know I've tried to change you. It's you who didn't want that change. I know you couldn't see it the way others or I would see it. You're blinded by your own ego. I'm really glad the relationship between you and your cousin has been mended. And to tell you the truth,I like his attitude and character a whole lot better than yours. He learns and understands his mistake,and takes the effort to mend them,unlike you. Honestly,which ever girl he's with right now,she should really cherish him. I know I would.
Title: HaruHaru
Posted on: Thursday, April 7, 2011
To me he's perfect. He fits every single one of my criteria. But I don't feel the connection. I mean,I think I just don't want it. Not now,at least. I'm shaking it off,but it seems he knows. The crazy thing is,he keeps bugging me. He keeps trying to be part of this crazy life I live by. I can't push him away. It's just not right. I don't want any issues with him because he made no mistake except to appear at the wrong time. No,I'm not confuse. I'm really sure that I don't want this right now!
Title: Go
Posted on: Wednesday, April 6, 2011
It's back to non-stop hits pretty soon! Yeah,I mean training. Leg's definitely much better after months of recovery sessions with the Physiotherapist and coach. I can do squats without feeling any form of pain in my thigh,besides the stretchy feeling I'm suppose to feel. I'm eager to go back into full form. I just want to kick somebody's ass in the ring! Heh! Or maybe my ass will be kicked,since it's been quite awhile since I trained hard. So Dear Timetable,please be nice to me. I need enough time to train,at least 3 times a week. I know I have work,4 times a week,but could you at least leave me with at least 3hours between classes so I can hit the gym. Thanks!

Oh,and it's pouring again! Yay! My eyes are feeling heavy!
Title: Gone
Posted on: Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Step up or step out?

I choose to stay firm and rooted to where I stand right now. I watch and observe while my brain does all the calculations. I seal my lips and hold back any form of expressions and emotions. I'd let you continue guessing,as to what I might be thinking. I'd let you continue to suffer,having to watch me keep everything to myself. Pry my thoughts open,something you'd definitely fail to do. Let me do all the mind reading and psychology stuff while you torture yourself. Remember that I've warned you. And by the way,stop thinking that I'll give in. It's written all over your face.
Title: Life.
Posted on: Monday, April 4, 2011
Life as we know it.

Can two people,who cannot get along,fall in love and,eventually,start a family together?

Life as we know it,doesn't suck that bad!

Whenever my plan to make my days great fail,I'll always have backup. I have my Superman,Fariq Isyraf. I have my Boy Kental,Afiq. I have my Boy Wonder,Rasul. I have my Lepak Kakis,the awesome lepak people who can tolerate my nonsense very well. I have my TLC,forever laughing. I have my IKEA gang,the forever kecoh people. Soon to come will be the Starbucks crew.

Life as we know it,don't need just one person to help me pull through. I don't need a jerk who doesn't give shit to what makes me happy. I don't need someone who's full of himself. All I need right now is plenty of awesomeness.
Title: IVP Day 2
Posted on: Sunday, April 3, 2011
TSC Day 2 wasn't exactly what I had expected before stepping into competition grounds. I was imagining large crowds and small area of comfort zone around them. I was proven wrong when I arrived. I didn't hear roaring crowds cheering from outside. As I walked into the competition grounds,I ran into several familiar faces like Abang Dzul, Bhai,Atiq's sister and some athletes I once trained. I was rather amused at their reaction to my sudden appearance. Then,it was team NYP. Honestly,it felt really weird at first,but Faris made me feel slightly better when he welcomed me at the back door of PERSES. Familiar faces once again.

I came just in time for Haziq's First ever tunggal performance. He did pretty well,I must say,for a first timer. It was obvious that he wasn't experienced enough,but he did show tremendous effort and determination to pull through it and succeeded in finishing the performance within the given time frame. Well done! I'm realy happy,and it definitely placed a smile on my face. He didn't make through to the finals,but at least it was worth the experience gained.

Ganda teams. Syahir and Zul. Atiq and Nessa. Incredible performance by the two teams. Their performance was definitely medal worthy. Compare them with the other teams. They were no where comparable to the effort they've put in. I wasn't able to stay for their finals,but I did put high hopes on them and provided them with prayers of my own.

Regu. What else can I say,really? The fire in Hazmi was seen flaring. That's sheer determination right there! I take off my hat to him for that! The boys were great! No,beyond great! The power,the performance. It was power pack! The ITE boys was their competition while the rest were not comparable. ITE had national experience on their side but,in my opinion,were no match to the performance made by the NYP boys. Awesome! The girls were great too! Despite not having as much experience as the boys,they came out strong. I heard that the Boys won Gold,which is great! I can imagine the joy,as well as relieve,in Hazmi. I can also imagine him jumping around. The thought of it just makes me smile. Hard work pays off!

Train hard,fight easy.
Title: New
Posted on: Saturday, April 2, 2011
Wow! I never thought it would turn out this way. It's such a smooth flow. I'm really enjoying this moment. Oh,got a new pair of shoe by the way. Radii high cut. Sweet.
Title: April
Posted on: Friday, April 1, 2011
It's April already? Wow! That's incredibly quick of time to pass. School resumes in 18/19 days and I'm not prepared for the return. I'm enjoying this feeling of not having to strain my brains. Heh.

April fool,huh? Yeah. Look who's the fool now,Eddy? Totally fooled some of the silly ones,this morning. It made my day! I enjoyed watching their shocked,then suspicious and finally disappointed faces. I'm sorry guys,but I have to admit that it was epic! See you guys tonight for our trip to JB for supper! I'm already anticipating some kind of revenge.

Tomorrow will be Day 2 of IVP games. Will be there! All the best guys!
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