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INUKA DOINKZ!
Enjoys sports,dance(mainly hiphop) and photography. Dream big!. Live it up! Soar high,touch the sky.

I know I'm not perfect,but I hope you like me for who I am.

Title: Tired.
Posted on: Monday, May 30, 2011

OMG! School has been a bitch! I'm exhausted like $#&%^&!!

I'm am so looking forward to the two weeks break. Australia will be the highlight of it,no doubt.
Oh,and this month,my family has been struggling financially since the stocks fell really low the past few weeks and Dad hasn't been himself lately too. Company made a big loss,resulting to desperate cost cutting. I feel so bad,since I'll be spending a lot in Australia. At one point, I felt like pulling out but Dad insisted that I carried on. I really do hope the situation recovers soon.

Title: Coming back down.
Posted on: Sunday, May 22, 2011

I’m ashes to ashes.I’m dust to dust.And when a man turns to ashes,forget about love. Like the feeling inside you,with the bottle beside you. You both end up empty like an angel just died too. I look to the heavens, to the sky and the rest.I looked inside myself,I felt my heart in my chest.Something so point blue. There’s nothing to say,some hearts to stay true when falling away. Come lay down beside me. What you and I mean, it’s only what I’ve seen. It’s only just one dream. Tell my baby I love him(her),and I wish I could hold her. It’s hard to say goodbye when you know that it’s over.

No,it hasn't even begin!

Title: Fly
Posted on: Saturday, May 14, 2011

Taking off on a plane to a place where there's no memory at all.

Taking off to nowhere but paradise.

See me off.

Touch your heart. I think I deserve a little more than verbal harassments. Do I still have a place in your heart? I miss you,no doubt,but life must go on.

Okay,lets dance!

He makes me smile! Always! He makes my leg feel like jelly.

Title: Dumbfounded.
Posted on: Thursday, May 5, 2011

Everything is beyond what words can explain. I've never felt this way before,but I know I must control or else I'll crumble.

He caught my attention from the start. My eyes kept searching for him.

Being in close distance with him for the very first time,before getting to know his name and his personality, really brought my body temperature. I could have sweat breaking out of me,uncontrollably. It sent shivers down my spine. It shook me. Hard. I remembered my heart pounding really fast and loud. It was as if my heart was going leap out of my chest and make a run for it.

When we became friends on FB, there was no doubt that I was elated. I couldn't stop smiling when we began a decent conversation via each other's inbox.

I kept running into him throughout the whole of last week. It made my week complete! Funny how he'd always make my heart pound extremely fast and loud by just appearing infront of me. What's worst is his smile. When he smiled at me,on one of the days of last week, I almost fell off my chair. It brought up my body temperature again,and even made me shake a little. Day after that, I ran into him while on the way to my CCA. We simply traded glances,but somehow it affected me a whole lot! Just as I approached him, I sort of stumbled and almost tripped over my own foot and fell. Thank God that did not happen! If it did,I'll be really embarrassed,given the fact that I fell infront of him and that I had actually tripped over my own foot. Nice one!

This week,however,was dull. No sight of him at all! It made feel a little gloomy but I got over it. Manage to see today,since he was well involved with the Foreign Bodies auditions which I had initially wanted to attend. I just dropped by the Forum to help out the kickboxing team with setting up the mats. I managed to watch some of them groove and giving crash course to the freshies before leaving via the back gate. As I made my way to the back gate,I had to walk past him and his group. It sent shivers down my spine and I could feel my body heating up. Gosh! Stole a glance. Heard his voice. No words can describe how I felt at that moment.

So,tell me. What the heck am I feeling? What should I do now? Haiz.

Title: Fresh!
Posted on: Monday, May 2, 2011

Haven't been feeling well lately. Fell sick,with flu and fever for a couple of days. Mood was swinging away,but only one thing made me smile despite all that. This particular person. Last week was filled with just him. I mean,his smile is like a disease or something 'cause it kept me happy and smiling throughout the week. I ran into him almost every day of last week. I hope it'll be the same for this week and the coming weeks to come. I'm still contemplating whether I should attend Foreign Bodies audition. It's a dance team in my school which focuses on Hip Hop styles. It's been ages since I last danced. Seriously.

Gym tomorrow? Maybe,if I'm feeling better.

Title: Singapore Elections 2011.
Posted on: Sunday, May 1, 2011

After hearing several rebuttals in several rallies, I really think all the opposition parties are a big joke. Firstly,they made a really bad impression of themselves with horrible English. If you'd notice,PAP speakers are extremely fluent in their speech. So, the oppositions party studied as high as the PAP candidates. Yar,but do you see the huge difference? Wow! You're aim is to lower the prices of houses for first time buyers? Did you consider the cost you have to cover by doing so? Doesn't that require the nation's money to cover the huge cost as a result of it?Yes,I understand you want to help the nation achieve more than what PAP has provided with over the years,but haven't you thought about the trouble you're going to face as a result of it. PAP has gone through countless of years of hardships in building the nation. Who says our money all add up to their income? When Singapore faced financial difficulties,the current government was there to hold up the nation's pillars so that we won't crumble. When things got better and rebounded, the gains were shared among the nations. You say PAP don't fulfill their promises,are you blind? Seriously.Look around you and think. What were we a couple of years ago? What are we now? Aren't you proud? Oh,so you aim to increase the service in Singapore so that Singaporeans would have a better career? Think again! Eventually,the service will fall,which would then lead to an increase of unemployment. Is that what you want for us? So,you say the government is giving away career opportunities to foreigners. Haven't you consider the fact that most Singaporeans are at fault for it,as they are,hands down, fussy about the jobs they want. To be honest,if I were one of PAP's candidate and I've lost to any of the opposition parties,I would be glad to sit next to them as I watch them suffer. With great power,comes great responsibility right?So go ahead and have a go at the powers. PAP has been strong for the last years. They know Singapore inside-out. They know Singapore better than the other opposition parties. So why are you criticising them?

I am especially embarrassed,as a Malay,after the horrible speech given by one of the opposition parties. OMFG!! Her English is ridiculous! That really left my jaw hanging,wide open,for a very long time. And it got worst! She even accused of PAP not fulfilling their promises. Oh,she and her team must be blind! Okay,so another opposition party tried to state their stands. To me,it was and EPIC failed attempt. The Government giving away our rightful job opportunities to foreigners? Whose fault is it? The people's fault. Not the Government,nor PAP. Fussy citizens. The money that the Government has taken from us goes to the Ministers' income? OMG! You must have a really tiny brain,don't you? When Singapore faced financial difficulties as a nation,who was there to hold up our pillars to prevent us from crumbling? Isn't it the Government? Everyone was saying that Singapore was going to fall and never going to rise again. When things got better and rebounded, where did the gains go to? Us,right? They freakin' shared the gains! So you want to earn as much as the Ministers? Go study as hard as them lah! You want to depend on them for money? Woah,dream on!

So what if the Government had failed us a couple of times? Like the Mas Selamat escape incident. They are human too. It was definitely a lesson for us. We shouldn't solely depend on the Government. We play a big part in the growth of our nation. You want the opposition party to take over? Can they truely fulfill their promises,given the fact that they know little about the country? What experience have they got? They study as high as the PAP candidates,but they definitely have little knowledge of what they are going to face if they really manage to take over the country.

I guess I am in for a treat when the opposition parties take control.

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