I don't think I can control my mind anymore. My mind has a mind of it's own. Confusing much! Sometimes,I wish confessing was as easy as ABC. Then again, life would suck. And for me, I've never been the type to let things out. I will bury them deep within me. Right now,I think it's been buried for way too long that it's slowly crawling out on its own. Scary, I know.

I guess telling him would be the stupidest mistake I would have ever done. Lets just wait summore. I think my patience can hold on slightly longer.

Oh,and Silat is making a comeback to my life. Is that good or bad? And and and,I made new friends!! I kinda like the bonding that the Seni team has. We're a family!

He makes my heart skip a beat,at times. He makes my heart race faster than an F1 car. He makes me sweat,even when the environment is cool. He makes me shake and even stutter,at times. Most importantly,he makes me smile!

I've almost fell off a chair when he smiled at me. That really cute smile of his! I've almost tripped over my own foot a few times,when I walk past him. And we talked for the first time, I was shaking,and couldn't control myself. I think my leg almost gave in. He's the only person who have ever made me feel this way.

He doesn't know this,and it really is killing me! I'm scared to make the first move. I'm afraid of what he might think. They say it's obvious that I'm falling head over heels for him. That is what's holding me back from making the first move.

I like it that he has a funny character. I like it that he's really friendly. I like it that he's especially determine when it comes to dancing. My first impression of him was "He dances like Taeyang! OMG!"

What do I do now?