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Title: i don't have a life anymore!
Posted on: Monday, May 25, 2009
the day may have ended pretty early today,but it feels like its taking forever for the weekends to come. i've tried killing time by building sandcastles in the air. it did kill time,but it also almost killed me. then i tried stoning away like melvyn always does when he's tired. yes,i'm feeling really tired. managed to sleep for three straight periods in school without getting caught. that's the amazing part of post activities,sort of. no,wait.secondary four students are still made to study while the other levels spend their time doing nonsensical stuff as part of their post exam activities. trust me,i've gone through it and it definitely isn't at all fun!

haven't heard from abang for quite some time already. haven't heard from big bro for a VERY long time. haven't seen dearest for the past week. it's like there's so little time to do things. my schedule is so pack and it'll last till end of july. i don't see the need for me to bother about my life anymore cause I DON'T HAVE A LIFE ANYMORE!!!! school just conveniently took away 2 weeks from our vacation for truncated lessons. i clearly understand that it's for the best,for our o levels. but i don't see why they made us stress from the beginning of the year by making us stay back every SINGLE day for supplementary classes when they already are making us suffer during the holidays.a little more rest is what we need to help us improve our grades. making us finish our free time doing more school stuff is just torture! we can't even have a good weekend without worrying about assignments given or the test that's coming up on the very first day of the week.

lets cut the crap,shall we? maybe o lvls has got me all worked out about other certain stuff.
anyway,things between me and abang razali are back to normal. i know that he's still the same old caring and understanding bro of mine. maybe it's just his temper that scares me the most. the bad thing,also,is that he's giving all his trust to me. he's telling me his problems for the team,issues that he has and just some simple stories that he feels that he is more comfortable to share with me. i'm not at all complaining.in fact,i'm glad he's able to open up to me.maybe it's cause we are kinda similar in many ways,like in terms of interest. i miss those days where things wasn't messed up. but then again,things are back to normal now. no more complaining nor regretting. just have to stay positive and happy. =)

alright.shall end my boring post soon. not really looking forward to the rest of the week. furthermore,there's parent-teacher-meeting this friday and i'm totally screwed! but still,i don't see why i have to panic. i did show improvements for the mid-years,except for humanities though. =) i've promised myself to mug hard for prelim and o's. shall start right after june holiday ends. i'm gonna spend most of my time for the remaining two weeks of holiday that we are given by enjoying myself with my kakis and put my school friends aside for awhile.it's been a LONG time since i hungout with my kakis.but i'm glad they are understanding. not to forget,gotta spend more time with abang and dearest before i started concentrating on my o's and cutting down the time spent with them. =(

till here..
INUKA!


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