i've been clearing some file in my PC lately and started viewing all the pictures that i've stored in it too. the pictures brought back much memories that i've tried to forget. but looking back at those pictures,it sure did made me shed some tears. i miss too many people in this world, and i can't bear to see them off. if only i could be given a chance to bring them back to my life or given the opportunity to meet them any time soon.

big bro zee who was there on my 16th birthday.
his appearance was my greatest birthday present.

the world is full of wonders.people come and go from your life.some people are born to stick to you till eternity.some others are just there to make you smile and once they've completed their task,they will leave.from that moment that they leave you,the smile just turns to a frown until another soul enters your life. but there's no doubt that you cannot forget that very person no matter how hard you try. it's cause that person has already made a significant mark on you. i believe only time will allow us to decided whether that person will ever return to your life. maybe the term "move on" only last for a short period of time.after that period of time,you'll start thinking of that person again. that's the power of memories.

sorry if i'm crapping,but i'm kinda sick today with a high fever of 38.6 degree celcius. sitting at home just bore me,which leads me to start thinking about stuff. which then leads me to post crap on my blog.but somehow,it just clears my mind. and dear buddies,sorry for not being able to talk about this to you guys. i just don't want to seem emo to you guys. sorry for having to put up a smile even though it's kinda obvious that i'm feeling pretty low lately. maybe these smiles help me to forget all my problems and look forward to an amazing time with you people.i don't want to be the one who spoils all the fun that we're having just because of a frown. i'm glad you guys are there to help me keep this smile up and keep me entertained.