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Title: Burn out.. Posted on: Sunday, April 25, 2010
'Sup! Okae.So I just got back from Grasio Soccer Competition.It was pretty okae.Winning third wasn't that spectacular.The game totally took my mind off things.It felt so good to be running around in the field,under the hot sun and kicking the ball around.But then,the first game wasn't that great. I could literally feel as though I was out of breathe and was ready to surrender. At first,I was wondering why my stamina was that bad. Then I realise that it was because of something I did before attending the competition. Regret? Too late for that,huh? I guess I seriously need to convince myself that it's not worth it. I thought that after my run at midnight and 'shiok sendiri' session with my guitar,I'll be fine,but damn,was I wrong. I didn't sleep. I couldn't sleep. I spent all night(early morning), staring blankly into thin air. So many things were running through my mind. It felt like it was going to explode,but I exploded first. I couldn't hold back my anger,thus it caused an innocent party to get hurt. Only they know. I'm sorry. Anyway,I'm feeling much better now. I feel awesome,but something just had to spoil the feeling a little. I know he's confuse,angry and all the what nots. I'm confuse too.It came to a point where I actually thought of...nevermind.I'd rather not mention it.I really don't mind him to be angry because I know my faults. I'm spending too much time on other stuff. Well,those other stuff are basically my priorities right now. School,CCA and Silat is my life right now. If you think I'm spending the time with my friends instead,you might be partially wrong. I had to squeeze time to catch up with them. Ever since I started working last year,I missed all the gatherings and all the sharing session with these people I can trust my life with. Spending almost 6 years with them had led to a bond which can never be broken. I guess you can say I'm more attached to them,only because I know them longer. I'm sorry. So,what have I been up to lately? Truthfully,I couldn't even find time to count stars. School has been hectic lately. Maybe after all the CCA orientation,things would be better. So far,I'm spending so much time in school. It's really a good thing. On the other hand,I'm not spending enough time with my love ones. Thankfully,they understand my situation right now,except for some people lah. Ever since school started,lepak sessions at school and class get together session during lunch has added life to the academic environment. There are bound to be jokes that could get our minds off school work. Joker? My class has one. Well,I've got to go.I've got Lab report to do and a whole lot of resting to catch up on.Tmr's going to be a long day with school and also soccer training.I wish some people would cut me some slack. Taking care always.I mean it this time.

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