Guess what. I just learnt something about myself. Since I have the blood of a Bugis warrior,I tend to be very aggressive even though I'm a female. It was passed down from my encestor to my dad and now to me. Basically,what it means is that we have this strength which grows together with us. As I grow older,my strength also increases. Now,I know why my dad is fine with me doing rugged sports such as Silat and Muay Thai. It prevents me from using my strength on negative stuff. It also teaches me to control them.

I may not look like those fighters who has huge,puffed bodies and fierce looking face. In fact,I don't even look like I can give you a bone-breaking kick. But trust me,don't try me because I've fractured my friends arm by accident before. At that time,my anger was raging so I couldn't control the strength. Now,I'm slowly improving in my control. Furthermore,I'm growing older each day. I can even feel my strength increasing whenever I kick the punching bag at home. It's really a unique gift.I know many girls would find this really weird,but things like this has its positive points too.

Well,that is why I always am quiet and try to smile and stay happy for as far as possible.

Just wanted to share,not brag about it. For me,it's stil something shocking to discover about myself.

Take care!